Well, I finally got my referral to see an endo after a years worth of begging the doctors on base (military). Well, I was excited until I figured out he is clueless on TRT. Well, he performed some blood work and my total testosterone came out low. He did not test my free because I just had that done a couple of weeks ago and that was also low. I have no idea what my E2 is because the doctors on base wont test it and my endo says that he does not think it would have any impact in a male and that he didnt know how he would go about treating it anyway He said that he would run some more total test and free test and see me back in a month and maybe put me on test. I asked him about HCG and he said that is only for fertility issues So, this really sucks balls. First I get a Varicocele and I get that fixed and I am still messed up. My LH and FSH are always low normal range. All my other numbers are in range (so he tells me). What really sucks is that since I am in the military, I can't just switch doctors without paying out of my own pocket and I can't afford that with a wife and kids to support. My question is is do I have to have HCG for successful TRT? I am not worried about the anti-E because even if my endo refuses to give me an RX for one, I still know how to get it off the net cheap. Another thing that I am worried about is if they will kick me out of the military if I am on TRT? My main problem is really really low libido. If I could just get that fixed then I am sure depression would go away. I don't feel like the same person anymore. I have tried just about every "natural" test booster that is out there. 6-OXO worked for a little while, but then no more. JW worked for a little while and then stopped working. I tried not taking anything and I feel even worse. I have tried Clomid and Toremifene and they work until I stop taking them. I have never tried a really stong ani-E like Arimidex, hell I dont even know if I have high estrogen because the d*** doctors wont test for it!!