This is a bit of vent here. I have been off finasteride for 14 months now and have not got my libido back. I have tried TRT, TRT with HCG, ive tried to restart my HPTA, DIM and nothing is working. Im working with a Dr here in Australia at the moment and Dr John, trying a few things. I appreciate Dr John's input a great deal - he has really tried to help me with this and I know how much of a ***** this drug is to work with.
When I first started TRT I had somthing that resembled a sex drive though it was still missing somthing. I felt horny but still my penis felt detached from my brain a bit. Hard to explain it - its kind of numb. But it definately did give me that "feel good horny feeling" that I miss. This feeling though would only come on for about 3 hrs at a time and only happened about twice. My T level was high so absorbtion was good, E was still pretty good at about 33. Can anyone explain what might have happened there? Why the big boost and then the drop off? Could have been just the T cream and my own T until I shut down, but why cant I get that feeling with T cream and HCG?
I think this is a good sign in some ways as it tells me everything still works somewhat. Erections were no drama during this brief time frame and it shows I am capable of feeling somewhat of a libido.
I get a lot of E dominance type symptoms like bloat and fat gain too which is odd considering my E2 level is nothing to write home to mum about, though I guess it could be lower a little.
Another thing is my T level was high and I got my DHT level back the other day (blood test) and it was smack bang in the middle of range. It makes me wonder if im still not converting to DHT properly.
Sorry for the long winded rant everyone, I need a bit of hope here cause this is doing my head in.:rant:
When I first started TRT I had somthing that resembled a sex drive though it was still missing somthing. I felt horny but still my penis felt detached from my brain a bit. Hard to explain it - its kind of numb. But it definately did give me that "feel good horny feeling" that I miss. This feeling though would only come on for about 3 hrs at a time and only happened about twice. My T level was high so absorbtion was good, E was still pretty good at about 33. Can anyone explain what might have happened there? Why the big boost and then the drop off? Could have been just the T cream and my own T until I shut down, but why cant I get that feeling with T cream and HCG?
I think this is a good sign in some ways as it tells me everything still works somewhat. Erections were no drama during this brief time frame and it shows I am capable of feeling somewhat of a libido.
I get a lot of E dominance type symptoms like bloat and fat gain too which is odd considering my E2 level is nothing to write home to mum about, though I guess it could be lower a little.
Another thing is my T level was high and I got my DHT level back the other day (blood test) and it was smack bang in the middle of range. It makes me wonder if im still not converting to DHT properly.
Sorry for the long winded rant everyone, I need a bit of hope here cause this is doing my head in.:rant: