Rausch
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I just got done with my follow up visit after 1 month on androgel. I gotta tell you, I am not happy. I haven't gotten the blood results back quite yet, but I wanted to talk about what I found out.
I asked the doc if she thought I was primary or secondary hypogonadism. I did do a steroid cycle in the past, so she assumed I was secondary. She said since my LH and FSH levels were both below normal, I must be secondary - fine. I asked her why I am using Androgel then, since TRT is really used to treat primary hypogonadism. She says the androgel is simply to help me feel 'normal' while we wait and see if my FSH and LH level increase on their own. It's been 15 months since I came off my steroid cycle back in January 2006. If my LH and FSH levels have not increased by now, what are the chances they will just kick start in the next 3 months? Wouldn't androgel make secondary hypogonadism even worse? I asked the doc what happens IF my LH and FSH levels magically come back to normal. She responded simply with 'drop the androgel and hope for the best'. I was appalled. Perhaps my hormonal comprehension is terrible, but it seems to me that if I were to drop Androgel all of a sudden, even with LH and FSH being normal, my testes production would be suppressed and I would crash again. It seems like clomid or nolva could be used there, just as if I were coming off a regular cycle. It just doesn't make sense.
Anyway, after a month of Androgel I dont feel any better than when I started at 143 (total). No morning erection, low sex drive, fatigue, the whole nine yards. The doc doesn't seem to care how I 'feel', she simply cares what the numbers are in my blood tests. SO now I wait, feeling just as ****ty as ever, for my blood test results. I'm 24 years old and she says as long as I get into the 400-500 total test range, I should be fine. It doesnt matter how I feel.
Is it time to find ANOTHER endocrinologist? I'm about to lose my mind here. It'd be awesome if someone could reassure me.
I asked the doc if she thought I was primary or secondary hypogonadism. I did do a steroid cycle in the past, so she assumed I was secondary. She said since my LH and FSH levels were both below normal, I must be secondary - fine. I asked her why I am using Androgel then, since TRT is really used to treat primary hypogonadism. She says the androgel is simply to help me feel 'normal' while we wait and see if my FSH and LH level increase on their own. It's been 15 months since I came off my steroid cycle back in January 2006. If my LH and FSH levels have not increased by now, what are the chances they will just kick start in the next 3 months? Wouldn't androgel make secondary hypogonadism even worse? I asked the doc what happens IF my LH and FSH levels magically come back to normal. She responded simply with 'drop the androgel and hope for the best'. I was appalled. Perhaps my hormonal comprehension is terrible, but it seems to me that if I were to drop Androgel all of a sudden, even with LH and FSH being normal, my testes production would be suppressed and I would crash again. It seems like clomid or nolva could be used there, just as if I were coming off a regular cycle. It just doesn't make sense.
Anyway, after a month of Androgel I dont feel any better than when I started at 143 (total). No morning erection, low sex drive, fatigue, the whole nine yards. The doc doesn't seem to care how I 'feel', she simply cares what the numbers are in my blood tests. SO now I wait, feeling just as ****ty as ever, for my blood test results. I'm 24 years old and she says as long as I get into the 400-500 total test range, I should be fine. It doesnt matter how I feel.
Is it time to find ANOTHER endocrinologist? I'm about to lose my mind here. It'd be awesome if someone could reassure me.