A little background info.
No AAS, no propecia, diets fine.
Normal Puberty, Penis testicle size all good, pubertal gyno I've had for a while, anxiety my whole life, have always been able to put on mass quicker than the next guy, great athlete. Abnormally high libido until now, hairline receded noticeably at 18.
At 19 I moved states and started working a graveyard shift job, going to the gym, and then staying in my house and playing music. That was my routine the past 2 years and as you can imagine, not much sunlight or socializing. A few months ago, I started feeling like lifting, and my other hobbies just weren't worth it, and I stopped doing everything that I used to enjoy. My testicles started hurting a few weeks afterwards and I went to the ER and they found nothing but a hydrocele. I went straight to the Urologist and had a few different opinions to scope out my testicles and they all said structurally I was fine and it could just be a random bout of inflammation. I had a pregnancy scare with a girl during this time and started to feel like ****. Told the doc to test my T levels. TOT 237 RANGE 350-890.
While I was constantly stressed about having a kid I found out it was all a hoax and this girl said she had HIV( a cheap shot after dumping her I assume) and that sent my stress levels through the roof, it was all I could think about. Went to the doc and came up negative for all STDS, but with new test results
TOT 189 ng/dl Range 350-890
SHBG 12 nmol/L Range 11-80
Free Test 5.7 Range 4.7-24.4
Prolactin 5.3 ng/ml Range 3-20
LH 2.7 Range 2-12 MIU/ML
FSH 2.5 Range 1-12 ML/MIU
My libido is non existent, losing muscle mass quickly, and my testicles have begun shrinking. I have an appointment with an endo next week so I'm anxiously awaiting that. I need some direction as to what could be the cause and what I can do to avoid being on TRT for life at this time. Am I a good candidate for a HPTA restart? I'm grateful for any help I can get so thank you ahead of time.