hi there, first time poster here. I'm a 34 year male, who , after having an excessively strong libido (to the point of sexual addiction) my entire life, suddenly became completely asexual around a year ago. along with the loss of libido came a loss of passionate feelings in general, jealousy, rage and almost obession with the opposite sex has given way to generalized apathy and indifference. on the sexual front, i really thought the problem was physical at first due to my penis feeling generally cold and stiff. this had a profound impact on me for obvious reasons to the point where my life now feels completely meaningless. after scores of doctor's visits and so forth, i tested on the low end of normal for t (270-320) i'll never know what my levels were during my "normal" life or if the low testosterone is necessarily causing my symptoms. even before the libido issue hit, I displayed a mix of symptoms of both low and high testosterone all my life (hair loss, acne , hypersexuality indicating high and general anxiety, and social timidity and shyness indicating low. Im extremely desperate at this point, but reluctant to start on trt due to it being a lifelong commitment, with the possibility of not working at all, to even making my condition worse due to issues like desensititation and suppression. I have tried several "natural" supplements as well as prescription supplements addressing dopamine and so forth. nothing has really brought me back from the abyss.