Do not waste your time arguing with a doctor.Hi guys,
I thought I could endure this but the "emotional rollercoaster" is indeed too much. I think I've had enough and can't live this way much longer.
Long story short, I was doing absolutely PERFECT on HRT (100mg T enanthate a week)
I was on it for 8 months... this is how long my prescription lasts.
I sent an enthusiastic letter to my endo indicating all the progress I made and how thankful I am and that I would like to continue the treatment long-term.
He sent me the most non-chalant BS reply I've ever gotten in the mail.
Basically, he said that as far as he is concerned, my "CK levels indicate your physical training" and that he "will not prescribe the treatment any longer"
Is this a ****ing joke? He saw those very same blood tests well before prescribing me the treatement the first time. He didn't even request any follow-up bloodwork since then. We talked on the phone one time after the first 2 months and everything seemed to be going well, now all of a sudden it's "NO CAN DO SON... **** OFF"... I never in a MILLION YEARS would have expected him to forfeit after almost a year for NO F*CKING REASON.
I feel like absolute **** right now as my levels are plumetting down. Dermacrine Alpha is what I am using right now in an attempt to stay sane but it's not doing a thing (sorry).
I scheduled an appointment with him that lands tomorrow. It's a 3 hour drive.
I am FURIOUS but I don't even have the energy to argue anymore. It took me 2 years to find someone to prescribe T (I'm 20.. its hard) and now this... I don't want to go through the whole barrage of BS once more. Can he even do this?
It is absolutely INSANE what a difference the treatment makes. While I was on, I managed to get rid of 90% of all my psychological problems including depression and anxiety totally. Now I wake up with a pounding heart and can barely make it to work. I used to be charismatic and full of life but now I just look grey and depressed. It's not even placebo because even if I try to "force" myself to be like I was not so long ago, it just doesn't work. It's just goddamn awful. It doesn't make any logical sense. There is nothing to drive my anxiety emotionally.. like I said, I just wake up with that adrenaline pounding throughout my body like I'm about to die. I don't know what to do anymore.
Luckily you have got piece of paper from him.
Take a deep breath, collect your self, look for a lawyer.