Alright, I need to post this to get it off my back because its eating me alive right now. I've been with girl for about a year a half now, and I love her to death, and she means everything to me. She's my first love, and i'd do anything for her.
Well around christmas time she moved away to another state with her family (shes one year younger than me and has a year left of high school), and since then we've been in a long distance relationship. This whole time i haven't even thought of messing around or anything like that because I love her, and she loves me. Everythings been going fine until a couple weeks ago she started acting really strange and didnt call as much. So i asked her what was up, and she finally fessed up. She's friends witha couple girls up here who are psychotic *****es. And these girls like me for god knows what reason. I never see these girls, and the last time I saw them was at high school, over a year ago. They've apparently been telling her on a consisten basis that I'm cheating on her, and have "multiple girlfriends". These are obvious lies. She said she didnt believe them, but I know she probably does because she can be very naieve.
So now a week ago, she kind of just stopped talking to me, except for an occasional letter, and said "we need a break from talking to each other... but were still together". Whatever the hell that means. So now i'm in a juxtaposition. I just bought a plane ticket to go see her in June a couple weeks ago, and now our relationship seems to be crumbling. I'm pretty heartbroken right now, and have no idea what will happen next. But I know I can definetly not put up with her acting like this. Part of me wants to just stop talking to her forever and forget everything about her, but the other part of me knows I have this really deep love for her and I want to be with her. Alright, sorry for the rant.