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I started my first cycle using Test. I'm using 500mg of Sust (250mg twice a week) and 1000mg of 4AD cyp (500mg twice a week). I know I know, not many here like Sust, but I'm really short on sources, and that's actually all they had.
Anyway, it's a few weeks in now, and I'm noticing a serious difference now than any "prohormone" cycle I ever did. Every woman I look at that's even slightly attractive, I instantly begin to fantasize about *ahem* getting it on with them. Not only that, my mind actually starts contemplating actually persuing them. I am not an impulsive person at all, actually very restrained and very good at controlling my emotions. So I never act on any of these feelings. However sometimes the desire is preposterously huge. It would be exceedingly bad for me to act on any of these feelings because I'm in a committed relationship with someone I love very much and I would never betray her trust like that.
Anyway, has anyone else experienced this to this degree, and do you have any tricks you use to help keep these thoughts and feelings at bay?
It's gotten to the point where every night I have dreams about cheating, and it occupies my mind for a large part fo the day. I know it's the Test because before going oncycle, my girlfriend was the only person in the world I wanted to be with.
Anyway, it's a few weeks in now, and I'm noticing a serious difference now than any "prohormone" cycle I ever did. Every woman I look at that's even slightly attractive, I instantly begin to fantasize about *ahem* getting it on with them. Not only that, my mind actually starts contemplating actually persuing them. I am not an impulsive person at all, actually very restrained and very good at controlling my emotions. So I never act on any of these feelings. However sometimes the desire is preposterously huge. It would be exceedingly bad for me to act on any of these feelings because I'm in a committed relationship with someone I love very much and I would never betray her trust like that.
Anyway, has anyone else experienced this to this degree, and do you have any tricks you use to help keep these thoughts and feelings at bay?
It's gotten to the point where every night I have dreams about cheating, and it occupies my mind for a large part fo the day. I know it's the Test because before going oncycle, my girlfriend was the only person in the world I wanted to be with.
