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Hey guys, just wanted to pop in and say hello! Man do I miss forum reading 24/7.... I have taken a lay off from lifting and the rest of the bodybuilding lifestyle for many reasons but hope to get back to it as soon as possible! I had a tragic death occur on Memorial day weekend about 48 hrs after my dad's birthday. It was my uncle (tio) Sammy, who happened to be in his early twenties like myself and at one point in time we were like brothers and best of friends. We had a falling out but were mending it. Actually the night before he died we were gonna have a talk but right when we took a few steps away together we were distracted and it never came about. At the wake I told him what I had to say and to be honest it took a lot of the sadness out of my heart and instead of mourning his tragic death, I began to celebrate his life. Ever since then everything has gone down hill as I lost a best friend for reasons I don't know but they said that I was cut out of their life and I don't even know if I am welcomed home but I have been staying with others who care about me and hope to have things resolved soon. I haven't even been able to make a freaking dollar since things started either so needless to say no membership and things are very depressing. Just thought I would vent and let you guys know I didn't disappear on you! My uncle was a great guy and my family lost him to soon. If any one hear ever gets too depressed and no longer wants to live please talk to someone. Even though you may think no one cares believe me someone does, and in my uncles case many did. There are always ways to solve your problems guys. Thanks for letting me get this off my chest, I'll try to get around more often....