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wranglergirl

wranglergirl

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Ever wonder why?? why you get the **** ass end of the stick? why you seem to be the one who has to deal with all the **** in the world?

Most days I can hold it together, very well as a matter of fact....But since Sunday when i woke up I haven't had much success......

Most know i had surgery on my knee, things went very well so i was told, been to PT , x3 very painful but i know i need to do this to get it back to 100%, to run, bike and teach spin again I need my knee....as close to 100% as i can get it...........I wake up sunday, not feeling quite so hot, feeling alot of pain, more than normal, so I wait....thinking ok, maybe its the day, having lupus on top of all else i know days tend to be either good or not so good......This pain continues into monday, tuesday am i go to the Dr, and I am told...you have a severe bacterial infection, not sure how this happened, so i get a shot in the arm( YOUCH) And i get a high does of antiboitics, only to have to go back on thursday, if its not better, hospital and surgery, to get this under control.......I mean come on? How the hell does this happen?

I work out almost everyday, i eat healthy, i listen to my body, i challenge myself with new avenues ( biking, running, spinning, karate) and this.........

They say you only get what you can handle.........BULLSHIT!!!!!!!! I am hear to say I have had enough, i cant handle anymore........

Thanks for the vent !!!
 
Sh*t, when it rains it pours! Maybe you're working too hard... rest your CNS and strengthen your immunity. Hope you get better soon.
 
You already show strength and perseverance beyond that of most people. Just think about how remarkable a human being you will be in the future for having survived such challenges :D
 
You could always hit something. It works for me. Throw on those gloves you wore in that boxing picture and kick the **** out of a heavy bag. From a wheelchair if need be. For me nothing is so focussing or relaxing as all out, balls to the wall violence.
 
Just an observation. I've seen quite afew surgeries so far (probably more than most unless you are in the medical field) and I still can't understand how, through all the prep and care taken to ensure a sterile environment, people still come down with nasty infections. It just boggles me how tough it is to ensure sterility.

I hope you have a quick recovery. You get it done at RI Hospital?
 
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One who is tested most severely can prove one's worth.
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AMEN one million times over

WG is more human than we could ever hope to be... this **** she goes through on a daily basis. From this, the knee surgery, the **** with the abusive husband that beat his children... to the bullshit at her job...
damn man....

I say this and really mean it... I could only hope to be able to endure something that you have and still been a good person on the other side. What you've done is more than any of us here think we could possibly endure. Being a human its impressive, being a girl, IMO its extraordinary. Definitely gives the "weaker sex" BS a run for its money ;)

You'll get through this just fine, we all know it. We'll all be here for you either way.

:hammer: :hammer: :hammer:
 
There are times when going to sleep is the best part of the day-I just try to put my head down and get through it and after a while it just passes on - Whenever I go through the **** I just tell myself what won't kill me makes me stronger - but it kills your spirit.
 
The more I've been through, the more I appreciate every postive moment. The path to self-victory isn't linear. The path to self-respect isn't without falling down. To have moments in my life where I am truley free is what I think about when I am in the valley.

And sometimes when all else is failing, I ask God to help me move that mountain.

WG it is my failures that have shaped me, and my fear of being a failure that drives me. I'll say a prayer nov for you to have more strength right now, just for you to have courage to stay the course. I know you can. I know you can move that Mountain.

M
 
I am home!!!!

After emergency surgery on friday AM i am home, thank goodness...tired as hell but ok..thanks for the encouragement !!!!
 
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