My gf and I just broke up, my job is sucking bad, and right now I have fish oil burps that are annoying the hell out of me. I'm about as ****ed in the head as I can be right now. Well, not so ****ed as I once was way back when, but ****ed none the less.
I got too comfortable in this relationship when I know I shouldn't have. On and off again with the same girl for years, finally looks to be over permanently. I also got fat again. Not as fat as I used to be, but I still feel like a God damn slob. And I need something to occupy myself before I got out of my ****ing mind.
So my new primary goal is the one that eludes me the most: weight loss. Fat loss actually. Gonna work up a diet plan, get some feedback on it. Gonna take a vacation and see my brother up in Oregon. Gonna do anything I need to do to get my mind working again.