alright,
do you have a psych degree pr something? well i just moved and at the same time i had a real nasty break up with me girlfriend and she accused me of beating her up to ruin my career. i did not not do that, but my mind has been reall busy and my body has no energy.
No, I am going for computer science, but I hate programming.
Hell I get crap grades anyhow, but intelligence doesn't rest on those alone [ending Off topic blabber now]
I just figured that something would have to be going on in your life not related to weight lifting that was inhibiting your excitement and pleasure for it, and what you say above is just that, and I am sorry for any **** you may have gone through that sucks big bull balls! :rant: I also figure that current problems and issues relating to that need to be put in order somewhat for you to get some sort of solice before you will regain your desire for the iron. I look at the above statements of encouragement people gave and they don't seem to be doing it for you, but you know best what has to fall in place in your life first before you will get your zeal back.
Seems like you may be ready now and just need a bit of nudging, correct? Now that your ex is in your past (hopefully so and its best to keep her there too) its time for those ladies where you live now to get their snatches prepared for what is to cum.............all over their faces, I tried a joke! If I was in your case, I would be pissed about what occured in my recent past but I would also be ready to change everything in my life, if I just moved I would be in the gym and doing other **** I normally wouldn't do to enhance myself after being in a situation that probably took a lot from you mentally and physically. I think weight lifting/bodybuilding is a way to attain both physically and mentally what has been taken from you, and solice and comfort you shall find!
Oh, and a great way to take out your pent up aggression that I know you must have a lot of.
^ Did any of the above make sense? If not I can give you the cliffnotes.
