I just wanted to share something with the bro's here that has been on my mind lately. A few weeks ago I commented in some posts about my desires of doing aas's. I usually don't sign myself off from this site on my home computer, and at work sometimes as well (I know, I need to kick my own ass). My wife decided to go under my user name for my MSN account because she couldn't sign on hers for some reason...riiight. Well, she clicked on this site and began to do some snooping. She read some of my posts, which included my aas desires. Man, it was like I commited a federal offense by just talking about it. Hell, this post isn't safe either. I had commented that I wished she'd just cave in and not have a problem with me doing some cycles, or if not, then I'd have to do it behind her back.
My wife, bless her heart, is only looking out for my best interest, and doesn't want me to risk certain things...career, health, etc. I understand her concern. She's also under the impression that using aas's is cheating yourself by chemically enhancing your body. "Needing drugs to do it because you can't, or don't have the motivation to do it without." Hell, she recently asked me if I was doing illegal aas's due to the gains I have made. I've slowly brought up issues of aas's in an attempt to educate her on them. I have explained my physical aspirations to her, but she doesn't want me to get any bigger, just cut. She see's me purchasing the "legal for now stuff", and is okay with it. I know there are things I can tell her to throw her off if I begin to gain size rapidly. A big prob is with pins. They are illegal her in Ca. So, I can't tell her that I'm using 1-test cyp, 4ad cyp, or any other injectables.
Grrrrrr, if she becomes okay with it, then I'm golden. She just became a nurse and I keep telling her that I'd let her do the injections. If not, I would have to do it behind her back and chance relationship problems. I don't need/want a second divorce.
I gots me some decidin' to do.