Pat,
I am probably a one in a thousand people who may have a link between NDMA receptor agonism and seizures, however, I have noted some things that I have experienced whilst taking Testforce 2 that are both enjoyable in some instances and unenjoyable in other circumstances. I am not making a negative claim about your product, so let's first dispense of that notion.
I have noticed that with continued use of Testforce 2, my libido has increased to levels where it was never at the age of 16-18.
I have noticed that my levels of vigilance keep creeping up to levels that borderline hypervigilance.
I have noticed that my senses have been all heightened (including hearing sounds that people would not hear at all, try and dismiss me saying,"I'm mistaken," only to have me repeat the entire conversation I just heard with detailed information that is clearly conclusive)
My eyesight has improved to the point where I can read the TV Guid function on the crappy 19" cathode ray TV in my bedroom and I could NEVER do that before as I am 20/60 near-sighted.
When I get into a project from now on, I get 'overly-saturated' (and borderline obsessed), yet I am able to maintain heightened cognitive function while doing whatever it is I'm doing. I had a 3 week period of political indulgence and started writing articles and staying up for hours and hours having interpersonal and intrapersonal, existential debates and trying to recreate or create new concepts and philosophies such as:
I was in an AA meeting and I started getting social anxiety which increased my pulse rate to the point that I initially 'thought' I was having a panic attack, but I coached myself through the first few moments of it and kept positive thoughts in my mind like, "Oh, whoopty-doo. A panic attack. I guess I'll just let this play out and go with the current." Then, I ended up seeing a mixture of false color signals (auras) and had a weird taste sensation in my mouth like a sour patch kid. Immobile objects began shaking in my perception and I was really humbled by the fact that I was experiencing that which is parallel to the onset of a limbic seizure. I sat there the whole hour on a couch and held my face so my facial muscles weren't twitching like a crack addict. I found the experience of synethesia to be very interesting to say the least.
I have also noticed that my ability to empathize with others was enhanced to a VERY great degree. I ask of you to have an open-mind on the matter, but I have NEVER experienced things like these before to this degree. Some would call it hypersensetivity disorder (hypertension with BP of 155/80ish at rest, hypervigilance, increased photosensetivity, etc), but I had very high lucidity during the entire time-span. I'm not going to say anything to target myself from other members to hoorang me about me claiming to have ESP from NDMA induction, but I can say that I could gauge people EXTRAordinarily well.
Fast-forward a little bit...
I am on a low dose of Librium (10mgs, 2x a day) and Tegretol (200mg, 2x per day) and I tried weening off of it. I honestly felt that the medicine was holding me back from experiencing life at it's fullest which makes sense, because chloradiazepoxide is a benzodiazepine 'tranquilizer' and carbamazepine prevents mood changes by many mechanisms including modifying the limiting rate of voltage gates in the brain (basically a dampener or 'tranquilizer' again).
Well, I was asleep and had a seizure and was unresponsive after having several convulsions (I don't remember, but it scared the holy hell out of my girlfriend) and while in the hospital, of course I was put back on tranquilizers and the full dose of meds and not allowed Testforce 2 or anything for that matter. I was in the hospital for 4 days and then ended up coming back home.
Throughout my stay, I noticed that as the DAA saturation was probably sinking that I required more and more sleep and that whereas the first 2 days/nights that I was at the hospital, I was wide awake and highly lucid and able to hold a highly intelligent conversation from international foreign policy to the origins of the American Psychiatric Association to the dynamics of the phases of what we know as 'love' and as time went on, lucidity and interest in VERY deep philosophical content such as spiritual ascension began to dissipate.
After being home for a few days for the first time in a VERY long time (since taking Testforce 2 continuously for 3 months and another month before that, but with a week break) I started not being as interested in sex, whereas at my pinnacle of saturation I would be able to go for 8 times a day, no problem.
I started taking Testforce 2 again yesterday and then just took a dose before writing this and I felt compelled to express my findings pertaining to my own experiences.
So, Patrick. As I am legitimate in being honest and open about my experiences and the factors involved, I am asking you for your thoughts on certain issues (issues don't have to be negative) that I'm attributing to the NDMA receptor stimulation from the Testforce 2. I am aware that you could very easily dismiss this whole string of experiences by stating something like, "dude, I'm a chemist," or whatnot, but despite your profession and your qualifications you are a very innovative individual and innovation requires an open mind and critical thinking. “The greatest innovators of any field share a few characteristics in common: years of intensive preparation and technical competence.” -Sam McNerney - I would appreciate an atypical forum response to my observations as I am very interested in a least a few other things as well.
1. I am continuing to take Testforce 2 and I will let my doctor know that despite some of it's uninvited effects on myself, I think that the risk/benefit is in my favor for a higher quality of life. So, although the studies show that 3 grams of sodium DAA increase testosterone, can I achieve other results such as increased sensetivity, libido, etc. with a lower dose of Testforce 2 in order to minimize the sides and still get those benefits?
2. Have you had anyone else experience similar results?
3. Do you think that continuous use of the recommended dose can continue to increase saturation levels of DAA and increase NDMA receptor agonism in a sense such that individuals who are phenylketoneuric (however it's spelled) will continue to have climbing levels of phenylalanine?
Thanks again for reading this. Whatever your response is, I'll still continue to try and calibrate a tolerated dose of Testforce 2 or maybe take some support supplements to minimize the unwanted effects at the normal dose.
I am probably a one in a thousand people who may have a link between NDMA receptor agonism and seizures, however, I have noted some things that I have experienced whilst taking Testforce 2 that are both enjoyable in some instances and unenjoyable in other circumstances. I am not making a negative claim about your product, so let's first dispense of that notion.
I have noticed that with continued use of Testforce 2, my libido has increased to levels where it was never at the age of 16-18.
I have noticed that my levels of vigilance keep creeping up to levels that borderline hypervigilance.
I have noticed that my senses have been all heightened (including hearing sounds that people would not hear at all, try and dismiss me saying,"I'm mistaken," only to have me repeat the entire conversation I just heard with detailed information that is clearly conclusive)
My eyesight has improved to the point where I can read the TV Guid function on the crappy 19" cathode ray TV in my bedroom and I could NEVER do that before as I am 20/60 near-sighted.
When I get into a project from now on, I get 'overly-saturated' (and borderline obsessed), yet I am able to maintain heightened cognitive function while doing whatever it is I'm doing. I had a 3 week period of political indulgence and started writing articles and staying up for hours and hours having interpersonal and intrapersonal, existential debates and trying to recreate or create new concepts and philosophies such as:
I became more aware of and investigative of certain processes that were happening in my body and in my brain and absorbed a wealth of information about dopamine being over-populated in areas of the brain that can cause schizophrenic type behavior, obsessive behavior, sexually compulsive behavior, etc.Bill Keane said, "Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present."
I say, "The future is not a mystery, but a reflection of our history. Today is a gift, for which we can present." - Kyle Anthony Petillo
(Present is of course used in it's verbal context, therefore the expression translates to: Use the past as a blueprint for what will come of the future, should we continue this path. Now is the time for which we can allege.)
I was in an AA meeting and I started getting social anxiety which increased my pulse rate to the point that I initially 'thought' I was having a panic attack, but I coached myself through the first few moments of it and kept positive thoughts in my mind like, "Oh, whoopty-doo. A panic attack. I guess I'll just let this play out and go with the current." Then, I ended up seeing a mixture of false color signals (auras) and had a weird taste sensation in my mouth like a sour patch kid. Immobile objects began shaking in my perception and I was really humbled by the fact that I was experiencing that which is parallel to the onset of a limbic seizure. I sat there the whole hour on a couch and held my face so my facial muscles weren't twitching like a crack addict. I found the experience of synethesia to be very interesting to say the least.
I have also noticed that my ability to empathize with others was enhanced to a VERY great degree. I ask of you to have an open-mind on the matter, but I have NEVER experienced things like these before to this degree. Some would call it hypersensetivity disorder (hypertension with BP of 155/80ish at rest, hypervigilance, increased photosensetivity, etc), but I had very high lucidity during the entire time-span. I'm not going to say anything to target myself from other members to hoorang me about me claiming to have ESP from NDMA induction, but I can say that I could gauge people EXTRAordinarily well.
Fast-forward a little bit...
I am on a low dose of Librium (10mgs, 2x a day) and Tegretol (200mg, 2x per day) and I tried weening off of it. I honestly felt that the medicine was holding me back from experiencing life at it's fullest which makes sense, because chloradiazepoxide is a benzodiazepine 'tranquilizer' and carbamazepine prevents mood changes by many mechanisms including modifying the limiting rate of voltage gates in the brain (basically a dampener or 'tranquilizer' again).
Well, I was asleep and had a seizure and was unresponsive after having several convulsions (I don't remember, but it scared the holy hell out of my girlfriend) and while in the hospital, of course I was put back on tranquilizers and the full dose of meds and not allowed Testforce 2 or anything for that matter. I was in the hospital for 4 days and then ended up coming back home.
Throughout my stay, I noticed that as the DAA saturation was probably sinking that I required more and more sleep and that whereas the first 2 days/nights that I was at the hospital, I was wide awake and highly lucid and able to hold a highly intelligent conversation from international foreign policy to the origins of the American Psychiatric Association to the dynamics of the phases of what we know as 'love' and as time went on, lucidity and interest in VERY deep philosophical content such as spiritual ascension began to dissipate.
After being home for a few days for the first time in a VERY long time (since taking Testforce 2 continuously for 3 months and another month before that, but with a week break) I started not being as interested in sex, whereas at my pinnacle of saturation I would be able to go for 8 times a day, no problem.
I started taking Testforce 2 again yesterday and then just took a dose before writing this and I felt compelled to express my findings pertaining to my own experiences.
So, Patrick. As I am legitimate in being honest and open about my experiences and the factors involved, I am asking you for your thoughts on certain issues (issues don't have to be negative) that I'm attributing to the NDMA receptor stimulation from the Testforce 2. I am aware that you could very easily dismiss this whole string of experiences by stating something like, "dude, I'm a chemist," or whatnot, but despite your profession and your qualifications you are a very innovative individual and innovation requires an open mind and critical thinking. “The greatest innovators of any field share a few characteristics in common: years of intensive preparation and technical competence.” -Sam McNerney - I would appreciate an atypical forum response to my observations as I am very interested in a least a few other things as well.
1. I am continuing to take Testforce 2 and I will let my doctor know that despite some of it's uninvited effects on myself, I think that the risk/benefit is in my favor for a higher quality of life. So, although the studies show that 3 grams of sodium DAA increase testosterone, can I achieve other results such as increased sensetivity, libido, etc. with a lower dose of Testforce 2 in order to minimize the sides and still get those benefits?
2. Have you had anyone else experience similar results?
3. Do you think that continuous use of the recommended dose can continue to increase saturation levels of DAA and increase NDMA receptor agonism in a sense such that individuals who are phenylketoneuric (however it's spelled) will continue to have climbing levels of phenylalanine?
Thanks again for reading this. Whatever your response is, I'll still continue to try and calibrate a tolerated dose of Testforce 2 or maybe take some support supplements to minimize the unwanted effects at the normal dose.