Thank you ! I am proud indeed, as is my natire to finish EVERYTHING i start...i made a decision to do it, and i will do whatever it takes to achieve it.
Yes the bench i have does have a freeweight long bar, weights like 45 pounds with just the bar on it. Its also adjustable as to where i could be ditting upright on it with back support, do incline bench type sets, ect.
and about joining a gym, i dont feel i would be able to go enough to make benefit from a membership. My work hours are kinds awkward and limits what i can do MON-FRI. Weekends i spend with my girlfriend as i cant see her during the week much, and that would leave no time for a gym, so i just work with what i have at home.
on a side note, if i could get my body to look like the one in your avatar does(assumeing its you), or even remotely CLOSE to it, that would be my ultimate goal. Its the exact image in my head i get when i visualize what i want to look like.