Even though this is an old post I thank you for your replies.
Long story short, I am/was WAY overtrained. I am now just taking a complete rest from EVERYTHING to do with bodybuilding training. Which for me is defined as 100% hardcore, balls-to-the-wall training and it is so hard to rest.
Some people make excuses not to go to the gym out of laziness but I am the complete opposite. I have to force myself to stay away. I sometimes think "I'll just do some cardio and abs" BIG MISTAKE. Just stay away from there altogether.
I was not getting any positive results but PLENTY of negative ones. eg: 12-18 months ago I was doing 900 - 1000lbs on the Leg Press, 12-15 reps, felt strong, no pain. 3-4 months ago it was 300-400ls due to my knee injury getting much worse. Same goes for many other exercises. It'll get better soon............how the hell can it??????
The addiction, (a very real thing), just closed my eyes to it and I just didn't recognise the signs. Training is supposed to make you feel good which it used to. But lately I had been getting short tempered with work friends and loved ones and putting fat on around my waist despite a reasonable diet and just seeing no results for all my efforts is frustrating enough.
I'm no longer interested in being the strongest guy in the gym or to have the biggest arms etc. The first thing I do these days is lift up my shirt to see how the waist is coming along. I don't want a ripped to shreds 6 pack, just a small waist.
Lately I've just been walking and stretching. Stretching I have always done and this makes me feel really good but I just do it at home. I've lowered carbs dramatically and having LOTS of fats, moderate protein and huge salads and veges. And I only eat when I'm hungry. Sometimes that's not til I get home from work at 3:30 in the afternoon. Sometimes...not always!! My waist has come way down and I have lost a bit of size but I really feel most of that size lost was fat distributed across my whole body.
I'm not reading anything to do with bodybuilding training, not taking any special supps except zinc and magnesium before bed if I remember. Sleep quality is also much improved and I'm a much more pleasant person to be around.
Reading too much just gave me information overload which just manifested into another type of stress when yet ANOTHER thing didn't work. I'm not a stupid person, I've been training over 30 years and been in great shape, I know what to do, so I just pretended that someone was asking me the same questions I had with the same frustrated tone and the rest is history.
At first I thought I would lose the desire to train with extended time off but I've had 100% enthusiasm for over 30 years, I don't think that will fade any time soon. I'll return to the gym in a month or 2 or 3 whenever.
All this is just in case anyone is interested though.