M-drol is a superdrol clone, isn't it?
I'm 43, and find that some things agree with me better than others. I'm currently injecting 250mgs test cypionate, twice per week. I wake up with painful wood every morning, and enjoy having the occasional zit to pop. I started this cycle with 3 weeks of oral turinabol, which I really like (no water bloat or gyno risk, unlike Dianabol). I gained 14lb in this 3 weeks.
As you're 45, you've earned the right to put what you like in your body, so find a proper steroid website, and risk a bit of cash western union. Or try the M-Drol first, and if it's for you, try testosterone - it's what our middle-aged bodies are craving.
I tried M14ADD, but I think it has to be run in high doses for a long time to be effective. I think it's target compound is boldenone.
I tried lots of the classic prohormones, and found 1-AD to be the best by far - in fact I'm now running it for 8 weeks along with injectible testosterone, and low dose hcg every few weeks, to keep the boys in the barracks.