I'm not really in need to release any fears -or insecurities as of yet and my interest in "spiritual" thingies is null. I would contemplate taking mushrooms if I had a sudden mental illness, to scramble my brain chemistry around, hoping for a positive outcome.
Taking some stuff and coming out as a always smiling, "enlightened" hippie, would be horrific for me and my wife. I'm sure she would leave me on the spot -or shoot me out of pity, lol.
For others it may be hard to explain -but even if a god/master/creator revealed him/her self to me, I would not worship him/her. That makes me an hypothetical anti-deist. Hypothetical, because my believe is: non exist. Give me the power of a god -and I'll make a world way better than this one, the list for improvements is longer than any holy book.
Most people are looking for a "meaning of life" and purpose, thinking they are special, everything is made for them and should be revealed somehow. I put that behind when I was in my early teens.