Bodybuilding saved my life or at the very least it improved it majorily
After I graduated high school i got in with the wrong crowd, its my fault, I could have not hung around them, and smoked lots of weed, eventually got into x, which I abused, Im not saying these things arnt okay used very infrequently but I did them excessively. Just hang around extremely bad people for me.
At twenty I cleaned up my act starting training, then at twenty one started bodybuilding, by twenty two I was into reading peak performance programs, audio and books, and set a goal for myself. Its probably "normal" what i did after high school; although I may have overdone it, and then I went straight edge from 21-33. At 33 I allow some fun once in a while like maybe going out to a club once every few months. Recently I went out to a club had some fun, and I realized I didnt like it. I think there has to be a limit to where you stop and going out, partying too much, and most importantly hanging out with people who are not responsible will bring you down. That said, Ive learned about myself, made plenty mistakes, and as long as Ive learned from them and do not repeat them, mission accomplished. Like Yoda in the new star wars the last jedi, says Failures are what make of great, if we learn from them. That line right there made that movie having substance for me
Competition is a totally different area then living this lifestyle on track most of the time and it takes a whole different breed of people to do that. I've gotten ready for five, and done four , one show was canceled, and contest prep can really test a person and make them stronger, more resilient, and beautiful.