Agreed /\.
Also, since you're looking to get bigger over a longer period of time and nit ruin your lipids or liver (i would think) and not loose the old lady, then how about sr9009 or GW and s23 and/or rad140, plus mk677. That would be a great bulk along with stamina and the sr along w proper diet will help you keep lipids from going to shyt and mk will get ya a little more swole off the start and the others more so later on. Just a thought. Esp since you can do your own research. Just my 2c.
The m1t is super harsh and it really will make u bjg as hell in not time. Dmz, hdrol, etc would get ya back where wifey likes ya but will shut ya down good and mess w liver n lipids. The sarms are probably safest option if you keep dosages on the lower end and run some nolva for pct or at least something like mtest.
Hope this helps. Best of luck. And maybe think about breaking it to her that you have taken certain "supplements" to get size previously so you dont want her freaking out if she were to find something this time?