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  1. toughchick401

    Well it's done

    A few years ( many more now) I did someone wrong, at the time I knew I loved him (my Aussie boy)but the whole thought scared me to be honest...... so I ended it badly......so after countless attempts to reach him I get his wife who I assured I was only trying to reach out to say I was sorry ...
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    Losing friends

    So today I lost another friend and not by death I don't mean by death I mean that she told me she was tired of me talking about my illness and she was tired of me canceling plans because I was ill. Now this is a person I haven't known that long I didn't cancel plans on purpose but I didn't feel...
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    Rant thread 2

    So it's been a while since I've been here and I've gone up and down in weight, I was diagnosed year and a half ago was something called gastric paresis so that is when your stomach does not digest food it's pretty much paralyzed it is damaged to the Vega nerve there is no cure for it for the...
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    North Carolina

    So I'm looking for something in the North Carolina area I don't care where I should just need something a condo would be preferable I am selling my house in Rhode Island because it's way too expensive for one person on one budget I just can't afford it so my sister and I are splitting the...
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    Sometimes

    I guess sometimes a very long overdue apology is not good enough I knew that an ex of mine had been long gone and I owed a very big apology to him you know having gastroparesis and having to deal with my own mortality basically has set a lot of things in the motion for me and that is that I...
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    An oldie , I'm back, kind of

    So after many many years of not being here I decide to come back and see if any of my old friends are here are used to be wrangler girl, now I'm toughchick401...... I feel like I've been through hell and back I've lost both my parents, I pushed away the love of my life which was the biggest...
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    Question.

    So I'm looking for a mans honest opinion!!! I'm 5'11 , 142 and I am a size B. Like a pathetic 12 year old. I have come into a lot of $$$ and one thing besides going on vacation and investing the rest I am having my boobs done. From a size B to a size D. My question is big or small??! Just...
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    Off the grid

    I'm taking time to go off the grid. I just can't deal and I'm spent mentally. Huge fight with my sister and holidays with out parents. I'm done. Thank you puccah for being a email away. I hope all is well with your brother and even thought I'm off the grid I'll be thinking of you...
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    I'm trying.

    I feel like I'm trying to do the best I can and my best is not good enough!!! I lost my dad a year ago suddenly and unexpectedly and it hurts more than I can explain. Then three months after my dad my mom died from broken heart they were married for 56 years!!! Now I have the broken heart...
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    Ryan's Banana Split Party

    Check out facebook page and join if you like....trying to pass this along..Ryan has quite the following..:) As some of you may or may not know, I have a "Heart Mom/Dad" friend that had to make some very difficult decisions yesterday, decisions no parent should ever have to make. Through all...
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    eating disorders

    Anyone know of a link???
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    Gall bladder

    I was told in November I had to have surgery,to take out my gall bladder, so I planned it during my break from school, 1/14/11, since than I can't eat, anything..... I eat and I barf, I drink and I am in the bathroom on the toilet, ( not to be gross).... Before surgery I was in the bathroom but...
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    Assualt...

    I just need to vent, hoping talking about it will help.... July 3rd I was working in the hospital, I jumped into help with a restraint on a 13 yr old female, out of control behavior nothing I have not dealt with a 100 times before, 3 men have her on the ground on her back, I jump into help and...
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    black cat...

    I ordered this from nutra planet, for some extra energy, figuring I am back to work, I'm averaging 3-4 restraints a night, no break usually, so I needed the extra energy, with my work outs the way they have been swimming 100 laps before work and cardio after work for 45 mins at midnight...
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    Broken Nose.....

    I need help!!!!!! I have broken both feet, surgeries, but NEVER have I had the pain I have with this... My 3 yr old nephew head butted me friday night..I hear CRACK, go to the ER due to the pain, broken..... :( I got the pain meds, doing ice, I can't even put on my glasses due to the pain...
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    Kettle bell classes

    Anyone know where to purchase kettle bells??? I take class x2 a week, but want to increase it to 4-5 a week............. thanks, TC
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    Home....

    SO I am home!!! Been home for 2 weeks, was suppossed to be away till Sept 1st(just before school) but i hated it!!! and my best friend was in a motorcycle accident and suffered head injuries so hearing that and not knowing, my friends/family always come first............. But i did it...I left...
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    2 Month vacation....

    Ever feel like you need to get away? You need to go somewhere,a place no one knows you? Well after a long and very sad few months I have applied and gotten a job as a bartender on a cruise ship. I have taken a 2 month leave from my job and will return on Sept 1st to begin school and my job...
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    It dosent feel like christmas

    Monday was my day off from the hospital, I was busy finishing up my christmas stuff, when my cell phone rings, my sister is hysterical , dad was rushed to the hospital, heart attack they think, I rush to meet the ambulance at the ER, and I find my dad in a bad way, can't breath, blue coloring...
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    Can you go back?

    Ok, question, can you go back to an ex and make it "right" per say!!!??? I have been pondering this question for awhile now......Cliff note version of the story: Dated someone for 2 years, thought he might have been the one,towards the last year of the relationship he changed alot, would make...
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