It's all about perspective - for the longest time I thought anybody that used PED's was an ******* and not "natty". Then I came to the conclusion that there really is no such thing as natural anymore. Ppl train in artificial (gym) environments, they get their food packaged from supermarkets, take pre workouts and intra workouts and post workouts...etc.. Doesn't sound too "natty" to me. Unless you're running around the woods hunting and gathering all your food, carving a bench outta trees and using makeshift rocks and wildlife as weights, I'm not sure what true natural is.
Really there's just two camps. Those who use PED's (legal or otherwise) and those who do not. I actually see the point to both sides and the way I feel is "as long as you're open/honest about it then I don't care". So far I've only dabbled with SARMs (Ligandrol) myself but that was after spending over 5 years training consistently and hard until ppl started asking what I was "on" because there's no way I could be natty... That always pissed me off, haha. Now after creating this foundation to build from I feel I'm ready to dabble with harder stuff (PH, designer steroids) but to a degree and I'm choosing to be open about it with anyone who asks.
Personally (and it's just my opinion) I think it's awesome that you've tried these things but decided to not continue to use them. That's not an easy choice especially after making real gains. There's too many weak ppl who starts shooting up **** after taking a Les Mills Bootcamp class cause they're "fit" now - whatever that ****ing means. What I see as the problem is all these guys AND girls who just want a shortcut and never learn what it's truly like to have to push yourself, dedicate and sacrifice. Yes, they build up themselves physically but their mental and spiritual (will) strength is still weak. That's at least one thing (of many I'm sure) you'll have as an advantage over those ppl. When the zombie apocalypse comes good luck trying to get hooyage and/or ripped on SARMs or the Andros or whatever...and I hope for their sake they're not PCTing, haha.
Ok rant over, and for the record and of course to play devils advocate, I'm going to be running some of Sparta Nutritions excellent cocktails this coming May. Stay strong bro.