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Long story short is that i started to feel off, wierd.. I did post some topics on here asking to different supplements and their side-effects.. It wasent none of that, it all came down to being testicular cancer.
In my process of fighting this i went to alot of different doctors, they all turned me away. They said it was nothing; Eventually i lived my life with testicular cancer, and it slowly started to affect my everyday life! after 5month i started to be very off...
Everyone was saying that i was mental, but i was sure.. Like i was from the beginning it was cancer and i knew it...... I feel so bad about me, not trusting my own judgement. This is the first time that i have not trusted myself, and this eventually has been my biggest regret in my life
Today i am sitting here without a testicle, ive lost alot of muscle and have lost apart of me. Im sitting with some symptoms, those I can live with. In 7days i will be going into a hard chemo, the numbers are good! but the chemo will be hard, If it wasent for that pig of a doctor letting me go and encouraging me it was nothing i would not have had it spread.. I would have taken that testicle off and have been in spain working with fitness right now.
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To support myself i have made youtube channel that keeps me some what occupied. I have been quite off and havent been to the gym in some time, im waiting to recover from chemo before i start hitting it hard again! I will be posting my chemo-therapy aswell, and will be posting my resurrection into fitness aswell! I hope you all will support my Gaming / Fitness channel aswell as spread the word about me..
Thanks! and as my last thing: ALWAYS trust yourself, whether you might be wrong or right.. do the act that you first encounter in your mind
Long story short is that i started to feel off, wierd.. I did post some topics on here asking to different supplements and their side-effects.. It wasent none of that, it all came down to being testicular cancer.
In my process of fighting this i went to alot of different doctors, they all turned me away. They said it was nothing; Eventually i lived my life with testicular cancer, and it slowly started to affect my everyday life! after 5month i started to be very off...
Everyone was saying that i was mental, but i was sure.. Like i was from the beginning it was cancer and i knew it...... I feel so bad about me, not trusting my own judgement. This is the first time that i have not trusted myself, and this eventually has been my biggest regret in my life
Today i am sitting here without a testicle, ive lost alot of muscle and have lost apart of me. Im sitting with some symptoms, those I can live with. In 7days i will be going into a hard chemo, the numbers are good! but the chemo will be hard, If it wasent for that pig of a doctor letting me go and encouraging me it was nothing i would not have had it spread.. I would have taken that testicle off and have been in spain working with fitness right now.
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To support myself i have made youtube channel that keeps me some what occupied. I have been quite off and havent been to the gym in some time, im waiting to recover from chemo before i start hitting it hard again! I will be posting my chemo-therapy aswell, and will be posting my resurrection into fitness aswell! I hope you all will support my Gaming / Fitness channel aswell as spread the word about me..
Thanks! and as my last thing: ALWAYS trust yourself, whether you might be wrong or right.. do the act that you first encounter in your mind