I would first and foremost like to thank the entire BPS team for allowing me the opportunity to log the new and improved . I was never a supporter of test boosters and viewed them as a waste of money, but since joining Anabolic Minds I have learned a great deal on nutrition, physical fitness, and supplements where I then made the decision to give test boosters another shot. After reading numerous positive reviews on the original Endosurge I decided to pull the trigger and give it a go, once it arrived in the mail I started EndoSurge with the preconception that it was not going to make a difference. From the first day of using EndoSurge to my last I experienced the most libido boost and deep sleep of my life. At 26 I thought my days of popping random boners were far gone but with EndoSurge it had me popping random erections like I was fourteen all over again. By week two I was starting to grow impatient from not seeing any strength gains or the "Alpha Male" feeling, but no sooner did I question those effects by week three they appeared stronger then I anticipated and all my lifts in the gym increased along with my aggression and rage. Once I finished EndoSurge my standpoint on test boosters was completely changed and my faith in them was restored. I was all set to order a second bottle of EndoSurge when the word came out that EndoSurge Turbo was about to drop on NutraPlanet. Before finding out I won the opportunity to log EndoSurge Turbo I already ordered two bottles on the Thursday it was released, that goes to show how much faith I have in the product and the entire BPS team. As I wait for Turbo to arrive in the mail I am going to give a brief introduction of myself, my goals, and my plans for this log. Again I would like to give a huge thanks to everyone at BPS for giving me such a wonderful opportunity to log what I already presume to be an amazing product from a world class company!
My whole life I have always been the smallest guy in any room I entered, in high school I stood at 5'6" and weighed in at 110lbs. I was picked on constantly and made fun of for my size which has to this day caused me to have insecurity and low confidence issues about myself. I eventually hit a deep depression where at that point most would have turned to hitting the gym and getting "big" but I instead gave up on caring about my overall appearance and accepted defeat that I would never have the body that I always wanted. By the time I reached 20 I weighed about 125lbs and was living an unhealthy life of eating fast food and not having any concerns for my overall health. Throughout my early 20's I continued to eat a very poor diet where my weight seemed to stay at a steady 140lbs.
In late 2011 I started going on and off to the gym and began weight lifting without any real knowledge or proper form, I basically spent everyday doing bicep curls in the squat rack lol. Over time I began to go more frequently and incorporate different lifting techniques along with trying to reshape my diet. I went on various websites and researched everything and anything involving bodybuilding, that is where I came across Anabolic Minds and all the quality threads that were presented on this forum. I started to enter what I thought was an appropriate bulking phase which basically consisted of me eating anything I could and lifting what I thought were heavy weights all while avoiding any form of cardio. Needless to say that brought me up to 165lbs with quite a bit of belly fat and in December of 2012 I decided to stop lurking and finally join AM where I made the decision to be 110% committed to a lifestyle of physical fitness.
When presented with the opportunity to run this log for BPS on EndoSurge Turbo I was admittedly at first afraid to commit to it because although in the four months I have been on AM I have never mentioned my appearance or the amount of weight I lift, I feel I may have taken on this persona that I am larger or in better shape then I really am to fit in here. In reading other members logs and viewing their profiles I see everyone here is in superb shape and most can put up some large numbers, granted I realize most of you have been working out for quite some time and it takes years to build up adequate . I was simply afraid that standing at 5'6" and weighing 165lbs with a good amount of belly fat I would be ridiculed and labeled as "Skinny Fat" and to be honest what embarrasses me the most is at my height and weight my strength and the amount of weight I lift is no where near where it should be.
In the past four months of being on AM I have had the opportunity to get to know some amazing people all who I highly respect and all seem to be a vast wealth of knowledge. I have made the decision and declare that today on March 19, 2013 I will no longer live in fear of being ridiculed by others and will no longer worry about what others think of me. I now turn to you my friends and brothers here on Anabolic Minds for your guidance and support throughout this log. I ask of you to help train and mentor me in the right direction to achieve my goals and progress me further in this wonderful world of physical fitness. I know with everyone having my back and BPS EndoSurge Turbo as my driving force that I can take my life, my physique, and this log into overdrive! So buckle up and get ready because this log and my body is going TURBO!
GOALS WHILE ON ENDOSURGE TURBO
-Build Lean muscle
-Break World Record for Amount Of Boners Popped In One Day