Alright fellas I woke up in the middle of the night and my heart was pounding. It was a strange feeling because it wasn't a normal pounding feeling, it was incredibly weird and I can't really explain it. It was just a really strong heart thud feeling(not palpitations) that I actually have not felt before. At that point I was like "ok **** this im done". I am officially throwing in the towel on dmz because I cannot handle this at all whatsoever and my reason to live has disappeared since being on this terrible drug. I will continue my cholesterol support and blood pressure supplements into the following week and then next weekend I am getting my cholesterol checked so we will see what 3 weeks on dmz has done to my cholesterol. I am going to wait 30 days and then start a new oral. I have epistane and Dianabol. I have used epistane before and yes I got anxiety on that as well but it wasn't as insane as dmz. Definitely something more manageable. I have never used Dianabol so I could give that a shot but I know that's a wacky compound too. Anyways as far as dmz goes, in the 3 weeks I was on it, I got strong as hell, I lost body fat and the scale went up 6 pounds. I will continue staying on 250mg of test all throughout the summer(my normal trt dose is 180) and after 30 days I will try a different oral that I can handle. I feel so disappointed and I really don't wanna stop but I seriously cannot live like this