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hi guys so this is pretty complicated hang on with me as i explain :

so about a year ago i randomly decided to buy pro hormones from a body building store near my gym and i didn't do any research at all but improved a lot in the gym but like a month later it was really embarassing but my friend pointed out that i had a small dick because after the gym i was foam rolling and my dick was shriveled up so thats when i noticed i had a problem .

so pretty much i ended up quitting the gym because of that embarassing problem and the thing is that i dont even have a small dick its a 7 incher but now it sits at like literally an inch just shriveled up and feeling dead and my testicles are so tiny now they are literally like grapes sitting in an oversized pouch... my penis and balls were never like this and another bad thing is it took me a year until i really decided to try and do something about it ..ive been just sitting at home i quit my job and the gym and pretty much ended all rreendedships that i had because everyone stares at my little dick even tho sometimes when im comfortable or in the shower my dick hangs long.

i really need help and i dont have any one in the world i can talk to about this because of how embarassing it is. i forgot to mention that im 24 years old. i just want to know if there is a fix to go back to my old normal state or if i am going to stay like this for ever : in public a shriveled dick that sticks thru anything i wear and with it sits some very very tiny balls. i can masturbate but my erections are so weak i havent had a 100% erection ever since its always at like 60% max. any advice or tips you give me are much appreciated and i know im a dumbass you can flame me all you want but im really here to get help.
 
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btw this is the first post i've ever made anywhere on the internet trying to seek help. i did this because i went to 2 doctors and they both didnt listen and told me that it was in my head and one of them tried to sell me generic pills ... they wouldn't even let me explain so i decided to try the internet. its a long shot but i cant do anything else. this is my last hope to find answers because it really messed me up in the head
 
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The penis being small from steroids sound to me that it's in your head, but softer erections, smaller testicles, loss of libido, loss of energy etc are stuff that are definitely worth being looked into. Go see an endocrinologist and mention anything that you feel is necessary; they will probably make you get bloodwork done to see what the issue is and how they can help fix it
 
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okay i will do that thank you very much for the advice but just a quick question so my urologist ordered me to do bloodwork so should i do that and follow up with him first or just completely switch to an endocrinologist and then do the bloodwork that he will ask me to do? also do you know if seeing an endo is covered by insurance or is it going to come out of my pocket ?
 

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Do the blood work you were given so far. The urologist is k the next best thing to an Endo for you right now. And you'll have results faster. You can take them with you to the other guy is you feel you still need three Endo later.
 

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You ended all your friendships because everyone stares at your tiny dick? Your friend noticed your dick size at the gym while you were foam rolling? Either you wear tiny shorts all the time or you're a troll. Don't wear booty shorts. Don't be a troll.
 
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You ended all your friendships because everyone stares at your tiny dick? Your friend noticed your dick size at the gym while you were foam rolling? Either you wear tiny shorts all the time or you're a troll. Don't wear booty shorts. Don't be a troll.
Lol
 
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lol mike im serious man i know its pretty pathetic but i swear im serious... its so annoying having everyone staring at your package when you have 0 buldge. my balls are very tiny and my dick is shriveled to the size of a baby carrot.. it feels dead too and its always in my head i literally stress over it all the time and i just want to know what the problem is so i know where to start. im not a troll when i lay on my back at the gym to do a bench press i saw a group of guys cracking up at me and i knew right away what it was ...
 
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okay sounds good ill schedule to do the bloodwork next week thanks for the advice
 
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btw i get so cold all the time and i shiver all the time i don't know why and i don't know if thats because of the small testes because i heard small testes indicates bad health
 
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btw i get so cold all the time and i shiver all the time i don't know why and i don't know if thats because of the small testes because i heard small testes indicates bad health
It indicates suppression of your natural test
 
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When you take external hormones like the prohormone you took your body decreases production of testosterone. Often, when you stop taking the hormone the body does not restart production of testosterone to where it was prior to taking the hormone. This gives you low testosterone, which it sounds like you have, as your symptoms are consistent with low testosterone. You need to see a urologist/endocrinologist or men's HRT clinic if you decide to use HRT.
 
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i just looked up HRT but i think i will keep following up with my urologist and do the bloodwork first to atleast confirm that i have low testosterone (which im almost certain ido have) and then ill see where to go from there. i really appreciate your advice brother if you can share any more tips with me that will really help me even more but thank you for sending me in this direction i feel like i can get back to my nornal self. i wish no one ever goes through what im going through it really sucks
 
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If I were in your position I would tell your urologist about the prohormone and how that precipitated the problem. I would request he let me try clomid, and preferably a combination of clomid and HCG which is your best bet to stimulate your own natural test product to restart. He may or may not agree to this. The standard treatment for low T is testosterone which is permanent.

Another option is to try an OTC test booster, some people here may be able to advise you on those.

I am on TRT just started due to low testosterone from steroid use years ago (my levels were permanently suppressed but I did more than you/longer period of time) and I never got much benefit from OTC boosters, but you may be different.

Clomid helped increase my test levels but they went back down after I was off for several months.

Trying to restart your natural levels is worth a try first though IMO, but it may or may not work.
 
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thats actually amazing advice i would much rather try to start it naturally first and i am going to go see my urologist in 2 weeks to discuss the bloodwork so ill open up the subject about the clomid and hcg . i already told him about the prohormone issue but he was quick to throw that off because he kept saying its all in my head which was really annoying thats why i didnt go see him again because i felt like he was inexperienced with this issue and all he tried to do was sell me generic viag pills but people here adviced me to follow up so i guess im going to do that after the bloodwork and start from there but i looked up my symptoms and it really does all match with low testosterone like i literally have all the symptons for low testosterone. thank you for sharing your experience and advice with me ! very much appreciated
 
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Most doctors are pretty unfamiliar with men's health in terms of testosterone issues and often they are trying to cover their asses by not prescribing it and prescribing "safer" medications to address the symptoms (i.e., viagra) instead of the cause (low test).

It's actually shameful and inappropriate for a doctor to tell you "it's all in your head" especially without completing a physical exam. Based on what he says you may need to look for another urologist/physician to acquire clomid/hcg. You may also be able to acquire clomid through research chemical sites that use a loophole to sell it ("for research purposes") though it's less regulated than prescribed clomid.
 
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If I were in your position I would tell your urologist about the prohormone and how that precipitated the problem. I would request he let me try clomid, and preferably a combination of clomid and HCG which is your best bet to stimulate your own natural test product to restart. He may or may not agree to this. The standard treatment for low T is testosterone which is permanent.

Another option is to try an OTC test booster, some people here may be able to advise you on those.

I am on TRT just started due to low testosterone from steroid use years ago (my levels were permanently suppressed but I did more than you/longer period of time) and I never got much benefit from OTC boosters, but you may be different.

Clomid helped increase my test levels but they went back down after I was off for several months.

Trying to restart your natural levels is worth a try first though IMO, but it may or may not work.
Couldn't agree more
 

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This is a joke???? Right? What the heck did you take??
 
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This is a joke???? Right? What the heck did you take??
sadly its not and i honestly have no freaking clue what i took all i know is that i bought it from a body building store near my gym and that they dont carry it anymore. it was a white bottle with green on it. i dwelled on it for too long without doing anything and i think thats what caused my shrinkage . btw i also have an insane memory problem that i never had before .
 
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Most doctors are pretty unfamiliar with men's health in terms of testosterone issues and often they are trying to cover their asses by not prescribing it and prescribing "safer" medications to address the symptoms (i.e., viagra) instead of the cause (low test).

It's actually shameful and inappropriate for a doctor to tell you "it's all in your head" especially without completing a physical exam. Based on what he says you may need to look for another urologist/physician to acquire clomid/hcg. You may also be able to acquire clomid through research chemical sites that use a loophole to sell it ("for research purposes") though it's less regulated than prescribed clomid.
it really made me feel down and unmotivated after i left the doctor's office because i thought i was going there for an evaluation but he just ended the convo real quick and said we will talk again after the blood work and that his primary diagnosis is that its all in my head i think on paper it was called psychogenis erectile dys. or something like that. anyways though i just called and scheduled an appt with the urologist its going to be on june 12th and i scheduled an appt to do the bloodwork tomorrow morning so when i talk to the doctor i am going to see what he says about the clomid and if he denies that then i'll have to acquire it on my own i guess and the only problem with finding another urologist is that i have a crappy insurance called community health and not many places accept it and i don't have any cash to work with i actually sold my car and bike since i havent been working and now im kinda broke lol so the only blessing i have left is the insurance.
 

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lol mike im serious man i know its pretty pathetic but i swear im serious... its so annoying having everyone staring at your package when you have 0 buldge. my balls are very tiny and my dick is shriveled to the size of a baby carrot.. it feels dead too and its always in my head i literally stress over it all the time and i just want to know what the problem is so i know where to start. im not a troll when i lay on my back at the gym to do a bench press i saw a group of guys cracking up at me and i knew right away what it was ...
U liftin naked bro
 
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U liftin naked bro
lmaooo hahaha no bro i wear sweat pants and shorts but really the print really shows when its tiny. it sticks straight out because its all shriveled up and not hanging like when you're freezing cold.
 

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sadly its not and i honestly have no freaking clue what i took all i know is that i bought it from a body building store near my gym and that they dont carry it anymore. it was a white bottle with green on it. i dwelled on it for too long without doing anything and i think thats what caused my shrinkage . btw i also have an insane memory problem that i never had before .
Why in the hell would you take something you know nothing about?? Do you even know the first thing about cycling?? How to do it safely? If not you should never touch anything and do your research before you do!!!!
 
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Why in the hell would you take something you know nothing about?? Do you even know the first thing about cycling?? How to do it safely? If not you should never touch anything and do your research before you do!!!!
sadly i don't know a single thing about any of it and i used the whole bottle it was a 1 month supply and followed up with some d aspartic acid and then i talked to the guy that sold it to me and he said to follow up again with another bottle of d aspartic cuz i told him about my symptons. the guy is the biggest piece of **** now that i look back at it he just wanted to make money he convinced me to take and said i won't have a single thing to worry about after i follow up with d aspartic acid . im the biggest idiot in the world man i know it but the after effects are really too much and i don't deserve it and i honestly hope i can fix it one day it literally ruined my life but i stay peaceful and patient.
 

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sadly i don't know a single thing about any of it and i used the whole bottle it was a 1 month supply and followed up with some d aspartic acid and then i talked to the guy that sold it to me and he said to follow up again with another bottle of d aspartic cuz i told him about my symptons. the guy is the biggest piece of **** now that i look back at it he just wanted to make money he convinced me to take and said i won't have a single thing to worry about after i follow up with d aspartic acid . im the biggest idiot in the world man i know it but the after effects are really too much and i don't deserve it and i honestly hope i can fix it one day it literally ruined my life but i stay peaceful and patient.
Bro your making test users look bad. Don't take this wrong but it's guys like you who give steroids a bad name. NUMBER ONE THING. Never do a steriod with out knowledge or a good pct. I would recommend you get one it will make your balls work again and everything back to normal.
 
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totally agree with you man im sorry to everyone in here i really am an idiot and i should be used as an example of what not to do when it comes to this subject. i have been talking to people from here and ive been researching clomid and hcg and they seem like a good way to start it naturally so ill start from there. thank you for the advice bro
 

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totally agree with you man im sorry to everyone in here i really am an idiot and i should be used as an example of what not to do when it comes to this subject. i have been talking to people from here and ive been researching clomid and hcg and they seem like a good way to start it naturally so ill start from there. thank you for the advice bro
Use nolvadex it's the best. To many sides with clomid. Just my opinion
 
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Whats ur mate doing looking at your package? Dont let that guy buy you any drinks.

Good luck with the uro mate.
 
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Use nolvadex it's the best. To many sides with clomid. Just my opinion
ok i will talk to my urologist about them and see ehat he says and i will continue to do my research before i make the decision. do you think i will need TRT or HRT ever? I've been researching those and they seem like its too much for a 24 year old but again i did mess up so there is that lol but anyways bro i really appreciate the advice thank you very much
 
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Whats ur mate doing looking at your package? Dont let that guy buy you any drinks.

Good luck with the uro mate.
lmao its pretty hard to ignor man its like a magic trick its so fkn weird when im relaxed its like hanging and long but when im in public or at the gym mostly after or during a work out it looks like a freaking tiny 1 inch carrot thats sticking straight out im serious lol its hard to ignor a little button like buldge in my pants.. i don't blame the guy he was the one that made me notice it and plus i don't hang out with him anymore lol
 
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Use nolvadex it's the best. To many sides with clomid. Just my opinion
Nolvadex is fine as a PCT and does have less sides than Clomid for many people, but does not come close to it in terms of restarting your natural test production. Clomid is almost certainly this guy's best bet at this point.
 
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lmao its pretty hard to ignor man its like a magic trick its so fkn weird when im relaxed its like hanging and long but when im in public or at the gym mostly after or during a work out it looks like a freaking tiny 1 inch carrot thats sticking straight out im serious lol its hard to ignor a little button like buldge in my pants.. i don't blame the guy he was the one that made me notice it and plus i don't hang out with him anymore lol
Dude its probably just an effect of increased musculoskeletal capillaet volume. Bloods will prob come back good.
 
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Dude its probably just an effect of increased musculoskeletal capillaet volume. Bloods will prob come back good.
i have no clue what that is bro but i am going to look it up! i am so glad i stumbled upon this place because i learned so much probably more than the whole last year i've spent dwelling about it in depression lol.
 
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i have no clue what that is bro but i am going to look it up! i am so glad i stumbled upon this place because i learned so much probably more than the whole last year i've spent dwelling about it in depression lol.
Bigger pumps, more blood in ur muscles less for the old fella
 
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Bigger pumps, more blood in ur muscles less for the old fella
oh okay got it! i stopped working out giving my body rest because i did go pretty hardcore at the gym with the mentality that more is better when it comes to the gym but little did i know about resting lol thought resting was going to make me weaker so hopefully that rest restores some blood flow down there because a loss of blood flow is what it feels like to me when its feeling dead and shriveled.
 
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i should also add that i went 110% when it came to nutrition . all i ate was eggs, oatmeal , and chicken breast with brown rice and different veggies almost daily which i later found out was really bad when it came to building testosterone.
 
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Nolvadex is fine as a PCT and does have less sides than Clomid for many people, but does not come close to it in terms of restarting your natural test production. Clomid is almost certainly this guy's best bet at this point.
Yea clomid is superior when it comes to bringing your balls back; majority of endos use it over nolva
 

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i should also add that i went 110% when it came to nutrition . all i ate was eggs, oatmeal , and chicken breast with brown rice and different veggies almost daily which i later found out was really bad when it came to building testosterone.
I'm a red meat man when it comes to bulking
 
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I'm a red meat man when it comes to bulking
i listened to the wrong people when it came to nutrition lol red meat is a must is what i later found out when it comes to testosterone so keep doing your thing haha
 

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i listened to the wrong people when it came to nutrition lol red meat is a must is what i later found out when it comes to testosterone so keep doing your thing haha
If you need info I'm more than happy to help. Just message me with any of your questions.
 
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If you need info I'm more than happy to help. Just message me with any of your questions.
thank you so much man it really means a lot to me i will definitely send you a message if i get stuck on something! have a good day bro
 
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You need to start eating a lot more healthy fats bro.

Also nothing you take orally is going to shrink your d1ck.
 
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totally agree man i really do need more healthy fats because i completely took them out of my diet except for avocados.
also my dick isn't shrunken all the time its just in public or after workouts but like when im in a warm shower it goes back to its original size the only thing is that i can never get it at a hundred percent erect its always like at 60% very weak erections
 
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i should also add that i went 110% when it came to nutrition . all i ate was eggs, oatmeal , and chicken breast with brown rice and different veggies almost daily which i later found out was really bad when it came to building testosterone.
You judge that nutrition 110%? Dude, my cat eats more healthy variety than that. 110% nutrition is not based on whats gonna build mussel, but also, you know, stuff like heart health and longevity.
 
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You judge that nutrition 110%? Dude, my cat eats more healthy variety than that. 110% nutrition is not based on whats gonna build mussel, but also, you know, stuff like heart health and longevity.
i meant 110% as in thats all i would eat i didnt include many fats and yes i now know that it was really bad. what kinds of food should i include in my diet now that i am recovering?
 
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I could tell you but Im fairly certain you wont follow through cos it requires ongoing effort and discipline. Which, incidentally, is what was required when I researched the topic for myself.
 
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trust me i can do things when i follow a goal. like going from being really overweight to athletic and in really good shape within 2 years that required a lot of discipline and hard work but i stayed consistent and followed through until this problem temporarily held me back . i would really like to know if you ever have the time to write it out
 
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The specifics arent really that important.

Whats important is that you realise and accept that your hobby poses a health risk, and that you are prepared to be proactive in minimising the risk impact by way of good food choices. So, your diet becomes less one-dimensional "all about te gainz", and more multi-dimensional "balancing te gainz and biological health".

I know, its not a very sexy concept but this sh1t is give and take.
 
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totally with that mindset now bro i am into overall health **** the gains im not about that anymore i just want to be athletic and healthy now
 

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