Upright, I actually just purchased a large bag of agmatine from bulk supplements last week. I was intending to use it for pwo but I will follow your recommendation and start taking it in the morning. Fortunately, the numerous other effects I was experiencing due to clonazepam dissipated within a few months. I really can't express how severe the changes I experienced were. Years ago I was highly motivated, intelligent, confident, and quite extroverted. Developing the awkwardness, anxiety, and stupidity was a truly horrifying experience. The changes were gradual so many times I was convinced that I was just changing as a person. But, I always had this nagging feeling that the drugs were to blame. Taking things into my own hands was the greatest thing I have ever done.
Really, the worst part of this whole thing is that I have been unable to pursue my career as a firefighter. I graduated high school in 2014 and planned to obtain EMT certification immediately and begin work /volunteer with the fire department. It would have been nice to at least get my foot in the door from an early age! By now there is a decent chance I would have gone through the fire academy and would have a paid position as they have gone through several hiring processes and my step father works for them. I am 20 years old now, years behind...and incredibly frustrated. All I want right now is to get a decent job, find a woman, and settle down (and lift of course)...but I can't because of these f***** pills. OK...enough of my sob story.
It's difficult to explain but I feel as though I can differentiate between the exacerbation of my withdrawal symptoms the effects of the mk. As I said before the insomnia is the issue I face right now. I have not experienced an increase in anxiety or anything while taking mk. I feel as though, if it were actually exacerbating my symptoms it would be effecting all of them...not just sleep. I have seen in places that it might be necessary to gradually increase the dose to avoid unwanted side effects but I haven't seen a specific mention of a gradual increase reducing the insomnia. Perhaps I should just try it and see how it goes?
Lastly. I ordered DHEA and began taking 25 mg rectally every day to combat high cortisol levels from adrenal fatigue. I was hoping it might also raise my testosterone levels to what is normal for my age. I experienced a HUGE increase in energy, mood, clearness of thought, libido, and my erections were very strong once again. Sleep didn't seem to be greatly effected though I was only on it for 5 days. I started getting acne several days after I began taking it which made me worry that I was taking too much. Dedicated adrenal fatigue help websites suggest an individual take in excess of 100 mg per day to combat adrenal fatigue but to me this seems like a horrible idea. I believe normal production is only 15-25 mg per day...why exceed your bodies natural production by such a large amount. Anyways, what do you guys make of the acne? I don't want to play around with my hormones too much so I will make an appointment with an endocrinologist or maybe a new primary care doctor today...I'm hoping one could help me keep my keep an eye on my dhea levels.
Thanks for the help guys.