The point I was making was that no matter what the offense, big or small, the person justifies what they did, because no one, even the guys in the recent Boston marathon bombing think what they did was wrong, they think they did what they needed to do. And that is wrong, you should feel some shame, you messed up, you failed and at the least are a drain on society because taxpayers have to pay for your sorry ass while you are in there. Not saying other people don't get caught or that I am perfect, but yeah it seems pretty obvious to me I hold myself to some higher personal standards, most successful people do, sorry nobody told you before it cost you two years.
Its just county time in a small county and it will be for awhile, I had a buddy making fun of me today that he thinks small testicles and big boobs will be a great fit in jail, haha ya I am trying to get my **** together, just made some wrong choices while being on probation and got in trouble with no license and fictitious plates, I am supposed to have yellow ones, but live and learn I guess, but thanks for the advice about starting now, I did and should be able to get four doses in, would 20 mg every 12 hours be too much? Just trying to get some extra in.
and at sps yeah I feel shame man, I was doing good but you know people do make mistakes, sorry if this post was dumb just wanted to ask some advice of some veterans and what they would do if they were in my shoes, dont judge people for sinning differently than you.
P.S. I didn't let the tax payers cover my ride in the system, I prepaid with a U.S. Navy enlistment in the Iraq War
OP there are jail house Drs that maybe you would lucky enough to get to see at some point and perhaps even get something prescribed to you (gf is a parole officer)
at blackgt99 i got a friend thats a nurse and asked him about what a doctor would be allowed to do legally, i mean I know they wont prescribe gear for the point of working out and cosmetic reasons but he wasnt sure if you came to them and were like uhh I am going to really mess my body up if I did not do something, I am just scared of getting in more trouble like for using illegal substances(part of the terms of my probation), I know there is doctor patient confidentiality but it might be different since I would have to be asking the jail house doctor.
The only way to get test or a serm in jail is to go in with the script from your personal doctor. If you have the opportunity to do this, by all means do it immediately. Unfortunately, once you get in there the doctor will not prescribe you anything with the exception of 800mg Ibuprofens or cold medicine. They are just not allowed to do it. You would have to get them to recommend you to the local hospital so that you could see a real doctor, so that he could prescribe you something. This doesn't happen unless your in very dyer need, mostly because once you are in the custody of the city or state the fees associated with these scripts and doctors visits are paid by the state. Also, once you are in the custody of the State and you speak with the State doctor at the jail, doctor/patient confidentiality is out the window. The State is considered your guardian and any illegal activity mentioned to this doctor can be considered an admission of guilt on your behalf and new charges can be filed by the City or State your being held by. Sorry to be the bearer of bad news. I understand exactly how you feel.
I didn't get caught with gear it was driving under suspension, n I have some time over my head like around two months, so gear would be outta the system and no opportunity for seem, except for the few doses of nolva I got in.
I spoke to my best friends wife (she works in a jail in NYC) she told me if you come in with the script you'll be g2g, but if you come to the doctor inside they will only give you the essential to keep you alive that's it.
They will not go out there way to get you to a local hospital endless your condition is life treating and they can treat it. So getting help for PCT is out the window.
Go to an endo and tell him look I took this and I'm going to jail, I need a script for pct if not my body is going to be all f**ked up. I will see you again when I come out of jail doc.
Op you will be fine, 3/4 of the way thru your cycle I am guessing that means about 8 weeks with a very short pct? I mean you are def lose all your gains but I am guessing that was going to happen anyways with the food that will be available to you.