Ive been going to the gym since last spring and have gained probably about 3-5 pounds in LBM. My body type is an ectomorph, so i dont gain much muscle very fast. All of the gains that i have made were the beginner gains that all new lifters get. I am 5'11" and 165 lbs. Alot of people know that i go to the gym, but there is a certain few people that constantly ask "do you even lift bro??" and i say yeah. This shows that i do not look big at all. I know that i shouldnt even think about taking any steroid, but i absolutely hate being this scrawny. I also understand that the best way for someone my to build muscle to just keep lifting and consume more calories that my regular daily caloric intake needs are. Lets say that im metaphorically 17. And i want to start my first cycle. I am metaphorically going to do an anavar only cycle because it will render a small amount of side effects from what ive read. if im metaphorically 17 and my test is already extremely high, will i have low test after i metaphorically get done the cycle. how could i metaphorically keep my gains.
i probably wont do the cycle, but i just want to know the answer to this question. please be honest about it and dont give a bs answer to make me not want to do them.