I'm having problems and it's worrying me and pissing me off when I can't get it up w/ girls.
I ran my 1st beastdrol cycle when I was in Iraq (12 AUG was the 1st day of my cycle). I ran it at 20/30/30. Just 3 weeks.
My PCT was:
-Liquid Torem dose of 90/60/60/30
Saw insane strength gains and put on 23 lbs kept ~17.
I didn't notice any signs of shutdown whatsoever, though it never really crossed my mind to be looking for that since nothing in Iraq was gonna give me a boner anyways..
Next Beast cycle was 20 DEC for 3 weeks @ 20/20/20 dosage. My PCT this time wasn't good at all..
***NO TOREM AND NO HCGENERATE***
My cycle ended on Jan 10 and I started that ****ty PCT the next day on the 11th for 4 weeks.
Since then, I've kept most of my size minus maybe some water weight since I'm not taking any creatine or anything right now. My strength is slightly MORE than what it was while on-cycle but just don't feel as intense.
It's coming up on 2 months post PCT and my balls are shrunk, my libido is ****, I can barely get a chub when I'm about to **** a girl. Porn gets me hard (not rock hard though), and I get random boners when I'm sleeping/morning wood.
I ****ed up big time on that PCT and I'm paying for it. I'm trying to stay with OTC unless I need something else. My main question is this: Will HCGenerate get my natty test levels back to normal and keep them there or is it only a temporary fix? I want to try this by itself unless you guys think I'd need something else.
I was 20 during 1st cycle and 21 during second.
PLEASE HELP serious suggestions please.