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    PURE madness on M1-T


    has this ever happend to anyone before on m1t???
    ever since i started using 2Omg i started to have these angry flashes.....controlled anger outbursts...lolol...i dunno what the ****...heres the cenerio::
    it happens about 2 a month..... always when im on the subway going home in the afternoon....never when im standing always when im sitting down....when all of a sudden i get angry....so angry that my heart starts beating faster and faster.....i start figgiding...and all i can think of it beating the person in front of me to a point where theres blood all over the train i mean till hes not moving at all ...i can c the blood and i can picture the lifeless body laying there....man its a sick feeling .....and if i close my eyes it just gets worse i get dizzy at the moment so i reopen them this feeling last about 2 to 6 min then its all over and i m happy again???????????????????????? what gives????

    im scared that one day i might not b able to controll this feeling.....its hard to contain ur self when ur whole body is moving around and ur antsy.......help

    MY history:: never did AS only PH....i started using m1t about 2 months ago
    2 weeks on and 2 weeks off.....
    no mental history
    and im not a viloent person...
    i am a bouncer and i deal with a lot of **** everyweekend...
    im also been deprived of sleep since i meet my new girfriend
    sleeping less the 2 hours sometimes with a max of 6 far inbetween
    i workout 4 days a week ...intense

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    I would think the lack of sleep doesnt help when you are on M1t.

    I dont really see your question... or are you just looking for similar experience on M1t?
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    not a ques..............just lookin for similar experience.......im i normal
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    i just started a cycle of m1t about 1.5 weeks ago. 15mg daily. i have anger problems to begin with and this has made them worse. but im managing to keep it under control


    i get some bad anger bursts as you describe but i just talk myself out of them.
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    i was pissed off all the time and loved it and i was only taking 10mg
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    either stay off the "juice" or be caged like the wild animal you are.
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    I'm no expert but that sure sounds like a near-psychotic episode to me. Maybe lay off the M1T and any other juice you use and re-evaluate whether these compounds are right for you or if you should see a professional. Repressed anger can manifest in a number of ways and juice can really bring it to the surface.

    Please think about laying off the M1T at least.
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    bioman..........thanx for the advice and im not doing any juice....or nor i ever had..........but people r tellin me that they think i am if im getting that angry...
    imagine tryin to explain to people that ur not sticking nothin in ur ass....
    IAN_____ perfect cartoon thats what i ment when i said i c blood all over the place....

    thanx for the replys....im glad to c im not the only one feelin angry...A BIT MORE ANGRY but angry.....
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    You are doing juice as M1t is a steroid not a PH. I've known people that just have no business taking any roids, just cant control themselves, I bounced for 14 years and saw quite a few get themselves in trouble. Lay off or let someone here know your real name so when we read about you in the paper we will know it's you.
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    Hmmm, taking 20mgs a day here, a bit more agression, but nothing bad.

    I guess if you are already a jerk it only makes you more of one.

    Good luck.
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    Roid rage doesn't exist.
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    Quote Originally Posted by PastorofMuppets
    I guess if you are already a jerk it only makes you more of one.
    I think that is the correct way to look at it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Golgo13
    Roid rage doesn't exist.

    Neither does the mafia.
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    I find that it doesn't make me angry in itself but if I am put in a situation where I would normally be pissed off it makes me much more aggressive. BTW I feel my blood pressure go up really high when this happens so i try to stay calm
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    im allready a naturally aggressive person but m1t doesnt make me any more angrier it does get me a litt jacked in the gym before i want to hit some heavy weight but like i carb load almost 40 min before my workouts could just be a burst of energy... duno but all i can say is just know what your on, if its a suppliment thats making you feel angry or whatever just know thats whats doin it to you then chill...
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    i think the sleep might be a large part of it also
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    Red face


    LOL my best advice to you would be to just stay away from any girlfriends
    I seem to always go into a goofy pissy mode when I have to deal with any g/f or ex'es....just their high pitched voice gives me a puss lol.
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    i've definately noticed an increase in anger on m1t...as well as a decrease in the size of my nuts, which i don't like. does anyone know how long it will take my boys will come back to normal size? i'm scared. but damn...I LOVE M1T....never been stronger, everyone is saying how huge i look and i've no negative sides beside the nuts....i'm on day 14 if m1t, 10 mg ed for the 1st week and 20 ed for the second. nolva for pct
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    well thanx for the diff views......it will just take more self control i guess....
    warhead....ur exactly right.....ill have to sticl to ur advice the most....eversince i meet her ive gotten likr that.....lolol....c the connection!
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    Quote Originally Posted by Polish_Oak
    well thanx for the diff views......it will just take more self control i guess....
    warhead....ur exactly right.....ill have to sticl to ur advice the most....eversince i meet her ive gotten likr that.....lolol....c the connection!
    I'm telling you bro its like a chemical that women can sense on a cycle...they try everything under the sun to piss you off & then when you flip out on them its somehow your fault. No contact with g/fs untill PCT! Just hang with workout buddies till then cuz she'll still be nagging when she's six feet under.
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    hahahaah..........warhead is too funny
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    if you tie a cow bell around your neck, shove a shampoo bottle up your ass, get nakid and run around the block screaming "m1t ownz me" you should have less angry symptoms.

    Warning: you might also find yourself in a padded room, but since you're headed there anyway don't worry about this warning!
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    Quote Originally Posted by 2gcorey
    if you tie a cow bell around your neck, shove a shampoo bottle up your ass, get nakid and run around the block screaming "m1t ownz me" you should have less angry symptoms.

    Warning: you might also find yourself in a padded room, but since you're headed there anyway don't worry about this warning!

    ^^^ BUMPING THIS%$!@%$!@%!@!!
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    hahha padded room...................wow.... .........what a comforting thought
    finally a bright side to my dilema
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    as an update im at about the 2.5 week point and my mood is HORRIBLE now and lethargy is killing me. i feel like working out one hour than sleeping the other 23 every day.
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    lol I'm to tired on m-1t to be angry. All I want to do is sleep.
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    ditto.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Jstrong20
    lol I'm to tired on m-1t to be angry. All I want to do is sleep.
    i think the tiredness is also a factor. im grumpy when im sleepy
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    Quote Originally Posted by Boss_K
    ...as well as a decrease in the size of my nuts, which i don't like. does anyone know how long it will take my boys will come back to normal size?
    They should be back to normal by the end of a proper PCT.

    ManBeast
    -Saving random peoples' nuts, one pair at at time... PCT info:
    http://anabolicminds.com/forum/steroids/192992-pct-what-why.html
    -Are you really ready for a cycle? Read this link and be honest:
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    *I am not a medical expert, my opinions are not professional, and I strongly suggest doing research of your own.*
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    Like others, I noticed that if I was in a situation that would have normally pissed me off, I got a little more so than normal. Nothing unmanageable at all though. Just a thought, it could have been from feeling like crap in general, rather than direct agression from M1T.

    I think the people who experience roid rage are the same ones who get into fights every time they drink. A drug is no excuse for being an ******* IMO.
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    Quote Originally Posted by BigPJ
    Like others, I noticed that if I was in a situation that would have normally pissed me off, I got a little more so than normal. Nothing unmanageable at all though. Just a thought, it could have been from feeling like crap in general, rather than direct agression from M1T.

    I think the people who experience roid rage are the same ones who get into fights every time they drink. A drug is no excuse for being an ******* IMO.
    i'm usually really mellow when i drink. on this stuff though i feel like people are TRYING to piss me off. have'nt acted on any of it but i still feel it.
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    remember that steroids mess around with your mentality. you can become compulsive-minded, u can start thinking weird thoughts u cant control which is like ADD, and obviously if u already have these u will just get worse.

    Not everyone experiences these sides but there are alot of ppl that do and do not notice.
    Anyway maybe this is whats going on with u. Good luck, get some sleep!
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    Quote Originally Posted by Technics
    remember that steroids mess around with your mentality. you can become compulsive-minded, u can start thinking weird thoughts u cant control which is like ADD, and obviously if u already have these u will just get worse.
    DO WHAT? I think someone is buying it to the old myth about "roid rage".. I know that most of the people, me included, that do gear feel actually better damn great while on cycle.. it is like the feeling that you can conqueor the world.. but if you are an ******* before you go on cycle then you will be an ******* with a bigger ax to grind with the world..
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    Quote Originally Posted by Matthew D
    but if you are an ******* before you go on cycle then you will be an ******* with a bigger ax to grind with the world..
    Couldn't have said it better myself.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Cuffs
    Couldn't have said it better myself.
    guess im an *******
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    Quote Originally Posted by hethcliff
    guess im an *******
    Like all of us can be, it's in my sig.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Matthew D
    DO WHAT? I think someone is buying it to the old myth about "roid rage".. I know that most of the people, me included, that do gear feel actually better damn great while on cycle.. it is like the feeling that you can conqueor the world.. but if you are an ******* before you go on cycle then you will be an ******* with a bigger ax to grind with the world..
    No, what i mean is that any exotic substance that messes with ur body's chemistry, will of course mess with your brain there for your mentality, some people see it more than others but it does affect you.

    It's common sense.
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    umm.. you haven't done much research into the effects of AAS have you? The reason I say this is that the effects of AAS have been documented and in none of the litature that I have seen is there a document case of actuall "roid rage". Now it has been spread as a wives tale and to keep people from trying it but that is also the same with "reefer madness", "diet cola as a strong acid", and the Easter bunny.
  

  
 

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