guilty? i feel more euphoria than guilt. Love walking around pumped up, love seein my veins pop, love seeing myself in a window and i turn and stop for a sec and go DAMN WTF i'm ****IN STACKED. Love all of it. Why would you feel guilty? Anybody can get to where you and I are, it's just that they lack the drive to do so. I don't feel guilty on cycle, instead I feel pity for everyone else missing out on this good ass ****.