wait a minute man..
you have hemorrhoids that have interrupted your training; now you been hanging out at bars, prolly eating like crap..stopped taking PX Black..
I mean I know it was your birthday and all, but......
not trying to be rude bud, but you have to realize there are ppl out there who have been busting their ass making sacrifices and lifestyle changes..meantime, you been slacking..this does not bode well, at all
gonna have to get SERIOUS and on point, if you hope to make any significant changes in such a short amount of time
gonna have to get that mentality of "there IS no tomorrow - must do work TODAY!"