stilllearnin1
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Hello there -
I have posted a couple of other threads and based on where I am at now - I am starting a new one.
I took Tren Xtreme last year like an idiot I didnt know what I was doing. I didn't run anything with it and for a PCT I took OTC Novadex XT which I find out now was not strong enough.
Since then I have tried a variety of things to get back on track.
A couple months ago I got to the point where I had ZERO Libido and severe ED. The little wouldn't wake up to save his life. I could force myself to ejactulate with a limpy but it was watery and pretty lame. Something is really wrong. Its not in my head.
I have been to the doctor and they say the blood work is "normal" and the endo and the urologist and PCP all say they have no clue. The only thing I haven't had tested and they refuse to test me for is the Progesterone and DHT.
The only thing I could do to get it to work and feel normal has been the following:
200mg of Test-C that the doc first gave me. I have done this twice about 6 months ago and both times it had me working fine for about a week but I didnt want to go on HRT.
The other thing is 6-oxo. At one point I tried running a 45 day taper down from 600 - 0. I didn't get any traction at 600 so I bumped it to 800 a night and it had an astounding effect on my ability to get an erection. I tapered down 100mg every 4 days. Once I got to about 400mg i noticed it was difficult to sustain an erection and then it fell off from there.
So about a month ago I tried a Clomid restart with 50/50/25/25 and I wasn't getting any results. Most people were saying that they had been successful with CLomid after a week or so. After about 3 weeks. - LITERALLY watching my penis SHRINK. At one point it was about an inch big with no life at all. I could manipulate it to grow a little bit but it was like 30% erection and it was a few inches (about half) of my normal erections a year ago. Needless to say I was going in the wrong direction with the Clomid.
So I realize that people who take tren and deca take it with Test. So at this point my theory is that I am not converting to DHT or something. SOmething is terribly wrong. So I decide to commit to a 10 week 250mg/wk Test-E cycle. And come off the right way because i know exactly how now. Because I know that worked before and I can't stand it anymore my girlfriend is going to leave me and my penis is tiny like a boy now.
That night my girlfriend came over and I haven't been able to do anything is so long so I took 800mg of 6-oxo and I got an erection (a small little penis erection). I was taking 25mg of Clomid.
The next night I started the Test-E cycle and discontinued the Clomid.
I feel great. Finally - I feel normal I have energy again. This was Wednesday. By Thursday I felt like a whole new man. I got my libido back! I forgot what it even felt like to be horny!
But here is the problem. Last time I took the Testosterone I got a normal erection. Now I have some more girth and it has grown a bit but it is flimsy and weak. I can keep it up. I can't f*ck properly because it isn't rigid. This wasn't the problem before when I took the test shot. Maybe it was because I took the 6-oxo? The Clomid? Because I let my symptoms continue for so long because the doctors wouldnt do anything I just waited and watched my penis shrink like I was getting younger. So if I have my libido back and energy why isn't my penis getting hard? It gets about 60% hard now. Thats it. That is also with 100mg of Pfizer brand Viagra. Viagra does nothing at all. I can get just as hard with or with out it.
I am down for anything - I am going to move forward with 9 more weeks and do a proper PCT.
But does anyone know what I can do ? What is wrong with my penis? It worked before about 6 months ago when I took the test?
Why does 6-oxo make it work? I want to take another 800 mg just to make it work but I dont want to set myself back anymore!!
Please help - does anyone know what is going on?
I have posted a couple of other threads and based on where I am at now - I am starting a new one.
I took Tren Xtreme last year like an idiot I didnt know what I was doing. I didn't run anything with it and for a PCT I took OTC Novadex XT which I find out now was not strong enough.
Since then I have tried a variety of things to get back on track.
A couple months ago I got to the point where I had ZERO Libido and severe ED. The little wouldn't wake up to save his life. I could force myself to ejactulate with a limpy but it was watery and pretty lame. Something is really wrong. Its not in my head.
I have been to the doctor and they say the blood work is "normal" and the endo and the urologist and PCP all say they have no clue. The only thing I haven't had tested and they refuse to test me for is the Progesterone and DHT.
The only thing I could do to get it to work and feel normal has been the following:
200mg of Test-C that the doc first gave me. I have done this twice about 6 months ago and both times it had me working fine for about a week but I didnt want to go on HRT.
The other thing is 6-oxo. At one point I tried running a 45 day taper down from 600 - 0. I didn't get any traction at 600 so I bumped it to 800 a night and it had an astounding effect on my ability to get an erection. I tapered down 100mg every 4 days. Once I got to about 400mg i noticed it was difficult to sustain an erection and then it fell off from there.
So about a month ago I tried a Clomid restart with 50/50/25/25 and I wasn't getting any results. Most people were saying that they had been successful with CLomid after a week or so. After about 3 weeks. - LITERALLY watching my penis SHRINK. At one point it was about an inch big with no life at all. I could manipulate it to grow a little bit but it was like 30% erection and it was a few inches (about half) of my normal erections a year ago. Needless to say I was going in the wrong direction with the Clomid.
So I realize that people who take tren and deca take it with Test. So at this point my theory is that I am not converting to DHT or something. SOmething is terribly wrong. So I decide to commit to a 10 week 250mg/wk Test-E cycle. And come off the right way because i know exactly how now. Because I know that worked before and I can't stand it anymore my girlfriend is going to leave me and my penis is tiny like a boy now.
That night my girlfriend came over and I haven't been able to do anything is so long so I took 800mg of 6-oxo and I got an erection (a small little penis erection). I was taking 25mg of Clomid.
The next night I started the Test-E cycle and discontinued the Clomid.
I feel great. Finally - I feel normal I have energy again. This was Wednesday. By Thursday I felt like a whole new man. I got my libido back! I forgot what it even felt like to be horny!
But here is the problem. Last time I took the Testosterone I got a normal erection. Now I have some more girth and it has grown a bit but it is flimsy and weak. I can keep it up. I can't f*ck properly because it isn't rigid. This wasn't the problem before when I took the test shot. Maybe it was because I took the 6-oxo? The Clomid? Because I let my symptoms continue for so long because the doctors wouldnt do anything I just waited and watched my penis shrink like I was getting younger. So if I have my libido back and energy why isn't my penis getting hard? It gets about 60% hard now. Thats it. That is also with 100mg of Pfizer brand Viagra. Viagra does nothing at all. I can get just as hard with or with out it.
I am down for anything - I am going to move forward with 9 more weeks and do a proper PCT.
But does anyone know what I can do ? What is wrong with my penis? It worked before about 6 months ago when I took the test?
Why does 6-oxo make it work? I want to take another 800 mg just to make it work but I dont want to set myself back anymore!!
Please help - does anyone know what is going on?