So I'm starting this thread as a desperation for help and advice.... I train hard and smart, I eat more clean than most can dream of. I supplement for my goals and cover all my bases.... And what do I have to show for it?
My history is fat as a kid until 15- anorexic from 16-18 (190 pounds to 90 pounds) now stable at 165-175 depending on carbs or no carbs.
25 years old as of sept 15. Was on TRT for 6 months (October 2012-April 13) and did a clomid restart in April-may. Test got to 800 on clomid and estradiol was 39 or 40. Prolactin totally normal- dead center of normal range. I have more bloods I got taken on Monday, and will post those results. But my physique is non existent. Take a look. I am not "fat" I am not skinny... I'm not small, but I'm not really muscular either.... I'm just...... This
This final pic is about a month ago... It's been a steady decline to the pics above.... Below was me at my best effort of a cut... Full diet and supplements and training to strip body fat... It did not work.
As someone who lost 100 pounds in the past, I kno how to lose fat, and it doesnt want to come off anymore.
Im at the end of my ropes. I'm CERTAIN my problems lie within, as my test was 200 at 24... We are sure (doctors and me) i had damaged pituitary and thyroid from 2 years of anorexia... Things got better on TRT physique wise, but i wasnt ready to be on for life at 24.... I want kids. I was close to marriage and now I am no longer with that woman. So it's like now I need to be in top shape. Especially since I'm dating this 21 year old. She's already seen me naked and hasn't bounced.... But then there's the issue of my ED! A very new issue, coupled with these horrible man boobs and flat tire below my waist... Please AM minds, help me, anything you've got.
If I can't get a handle on this, im gonna start cycling and probably never come off... Blast and cruise and figure out the swimmers when it's time to make babies... Idk what else to do .... It's making me miserable on a daily basis busting my ass in the gym and kitchen, and getting nothing in return.