I understand totally. I have been through lots of problems myself with symptoms of hormonal imbalance i.e. low testosterone. I will hopefully get my T level results soon. Basically from bowel trouble, anal soreness, prostate trouble, weak ejaculation, premature ejaculation, very low labido, irritability, stress, insomnia, becoming delusional, being unable to gain weight etc etc. The thing is I have always been a very positive person that looked forward to things so felt my anxiety and dysfunction to be very external
I think the main thing that clicked for me was when I found that there actually IS A REASON why the genitals atrophy that isn't completely psychological i.e. lowT/High E2 ratio and this can also mirror symptoms of depression! I used to be really hung and ridiculously horny so this has been a killer for me. I am only 22 and need viagra to really use my equipment, that doesn't feel very natural but neccessary.
I have done everything I can to keep myself in general good health besides this so hopefully I can get back to something like my former self. I find ZMA, fish oil along with Vit E are good suppliments to help you with this horrible condition, I wouldn't wish it on anyone