LMuscle
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I've tried everything, had tons of blood panels, been on TRT for 3 years, kept levels of everything in check. I just have no sex drive. I'm able to achieve and keep an erection, and when i ejaculate it just kinda runs out, there is no pumping action, no squirting, but the desire for sex isn't there. I don't think about sex, or dream about sex, haven't had a wet dream in 15 years. It's really like having an exotic sports car parked in the garage. I'm able to function sexually in my relationship, but it's all an act. My drive just isn't there. I don't even care about watching porn, doesn't phase me. I know people have bigger problems out there, there's always someone suffering a little more than the next, but I feel like my sex life is slipping away. I could be having the best sex of my life right now, physically I've got it all. I just don't know what to f-cking do anymore. Doctors don't know and don't care. I just want my drive back, I want my lust for women back. And it's not in some over the counter herb or potion. I'm just so depressed because I can't find the answer, not sure who I should turn to. Only serious responses please, I don't even feel f-cking human anymore, and it angers me to see others enjoying life the way I should be enjoying it. I feel like an actor, I can play the part flawlessly, but with no enjoyment. I would sell my f-cking soul to feel normal again, if I believed in that sort of thing. I really do need to find the solution, and I need to find it soon. It's making me hate life, and hate humans.