Basically i thought about this -
I getting around 500 ttt , free was 10 , free 1.4%.
after a week of clomid only 5 day -test challenge i was able to get a free testosterone of 1.7% and
shbg is 40, total was 740, free was 12 .
Now i know most of you will say that i am making enough testosterone naturally - yes at 500.
but its apparent to me that going on TRT is my best option right now to get "the right free testosterone for my libido", as its clear to me that
a) with my natural or clomid - my free testosterone "never" gets within range i dont feel any positive effects from a 500 ng, I WOULD rather have a 500 mg/ml of test from an ex-genous source but have a "FREE testosterone Within range".
b) whether i run the clomid or go naturally, there is Something that is Causing that Testosterone to be either heavily BOUND or i have excessive Estrogen or some other issue.
C) the part of going on Test will correct some of these imbalances, for one 1) the androgens will lower the SHBG 2) the AI will control the estrogen, 3) the fat will disappear around the mid section more and less aromatose.
You see, having a 400-500, or even 750 total testoterones but a low free test % means that "IN Effect" you are making the same testosterone level as someone who is <250 or 300. To me, that makes the biggest case why someone should start TRT at a "normal totals range".