soccer87
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Hey guys just want to give you some info on my past. when i went off to college at 18 i started using prohormones. 1/ad 4a/d first then about a year later i did a superdrol cycle. i was then 20 years old and although i did a pct of nolva i felt like **** shortly after. I realized at the time it was stupid but i guess i never really thought it could mess me up that bad at the time. for the following year and a half i went through these problems, i went from 230lbs to 190 (about the same bodyfat so i fig i lost about 34lbs of muscle), loss of sex drive and feeling of drive in general, i went from having lots of strength and energy to feeling "lazy" and "blahhish" i had never injured myself the previous 21 years even though i played sports year round through high school and into college but all of the sudden that changed, ive sprained my ankle about 6 times in the last 3 years and my shoulders and back range from sore to hurting.So after seeing all of the signs of low test i went to a doc and told him my story,symptoms and suspicions. The labs come back and sure enough my test was 400 at the age of 22 though i cant remember the free test (im currently getting those labs back again now.) i thought ok i was right, now what can we do, he said here is some antidepressant meds. i asked him how those would increase my energy/strength/sexdrive etc....he basically says nothing. i lost my insurance after that and have just gotten used to feeling like a 60 year old man the last year and a half but i am getting insurance back in a couple weeks. In the past year i have been practically anal about my diet, get plenty of sleep, lifting, and have changed myself to have a positive attitude try and raise my test to its maximum natural cappabilities.I am much more mature and knowledgable about my health then when i was built at 230 and yet i cant make gains or progress in any of my problems. I have finally decided that i get one shot at life and being young and i am sick of feeling like an old man with little to no interest in sex, no focus or attention. i literally get tired for like 40 seconds if i do a quick climb of the stairs. I need a doctor to take me seriously and find a way to get my test up to around 700-800 where i am sure it used to be. i was always built, now everyone asks why i am so small and my brother has an 8 pack and is ripped. please help