Some of you may have read my post about tren, and the horrible acne it gave me.
Well, it turns out, it may not have just cause any kind of severe acne; it is likely I have acne conglobata.
For those not familiar with the term, acne conglobata is pretty much the most severe AND the most persistant form of acne one can ever get. It is characterized by interconnected cysts of irregular shape and large size coupled with abcesses. After onset, it typically does not subside until the person is well into their 40s. It is highly resistant to all forms of treatment. It causes extremely extensive and deep scarring.
I can tell you from personal experience that the cysts that result are very painful and the abcesses are prone to bleeding. All of my t-shirts are covered in blood stains. I have to wear several layers of shirts in order to prevent blood from getting on our furniture.
Due to the cysts, and broken abcesses, simple things like lieing on my back or even leaning my back against a hard surface are extremely painful. When I sit in a wooden chair, I can't lean against the back fo the chair without cringing in pain.
My current treatment has lessened the acne in some areas only to have it spread and worsen in others.
To make matters worse, it turns out this form of acne has systemic effects, not just topical ones. It is almost always accompanied by depression which can be severe and typically results in loss of motivation to do even mundane everyday tasks. All this time I thought I was just feeling down about my job or being worn out by my commute, and now I discover my friggin acne is the root of my feeling like dirt and not wanting to do anything. Great.
To sum things up, tren has ruined my life. I now have to look forward to 2 decades of depression, disfigurement, and pain, followed by a lifetime of disfiguring scarring. Thank you tren.
Thanks to tren, I can never again spend any fun time at the beach or at a waterpark. This is all the more depressing since I live next to Wild Water Kingdom. I love waterparks, and now I can't go. I'm going to the Carribean in December and now I can't do jack at the beach. Wonderful. Just friggin wonderful. Life. ****ing. Sucks.
Well, it turns out, it may not have just cause any kind of severe acne; it is likely I have acne conglobata.
For those not familiar with the term, acne conglobata is pretty much the most severe AND the most persistant form of acne one can ever get. It is characterized by interconnected cysts of irregular shape and large size coupled with abcesses. After onset, it typically does not subside until the person is well into their 40s. It is highly resistant to all forms of treatment. It causes extremely extensive and deep scarring.
I can tell you from personal experience that the cysts that result are very painful and the abcesses are prone to bleeding. All of my t-shirts are covered in blood stains. I have to wear several layers of shirts in order to prevent blood from getting on our furniture.
Due to the cysts, and broken abcesses, simple things like lieing on my back or even leaning my back against a hard surface are extremely painful. When I sit in a wooden chair, I can't lean against the back fo the chair without cringing in pain.
My current treatment has lessened the acne in some areas only to have it spread and worsen in others.
To make matters worse, it turns out this form of acne has systemic effects, not just topical ones. It is almost always accompanied by depression which can be severe and typically results in loss of motivation to do even mundane everyday tasks. All this time I thought I was just feeling down about my job or being worn out by my commute, and now I discover my friggin acne is the root of my feeling like dirt and not wanting to do anything. Great.
To sum things up, tren has ruined my life. I now have to look forward to 2 decades of depression, disfigurement, and pain, followed by a lifetime of disfiguring scarring. Thank you tren.
Thanks to tren, I can never again spend any fun time at the beach or at a waterpark. This is all the more depressing since I live next to Wild Water Kingdom. I love waterparks, and now I can't go. I'm going to the Carribean in December and now I can't do jack at the beach. Wonderful. Just friggin wonderful. Life. ****ing. Sucks.