i hear ya..........i hear ya. i'm an old, horney bastard now. but back in the day when i was between like 9-17 years old, man i was such a harsh fan. it was all i could think about it.
i have a horrible tale to tell, that involves crime, deceit & betrayal. when i was around 10 years old, i stole my classmates' Soundwave. Then it got out of hand, and there was gonna be a bag check, and i got scared and threw soundwave out the window, and the cassette thingy in the middle sort of got busted. it was horrible...........
OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And there was this time when i was like 12, and i was in a shopping mall in bellingham. I tried to steal a tiny transformer car, and got caught. And after pleading and crying for like 10 minutes, the nice store lady let me off!!! I was so relieved she didn't notify my dad, who was in the store.
So as the story goes, one might assume i would continue my wicked unethical ways, but the funny thing is....NO!!! i never stole again, and i never even cheated in school. When i was in uni a guy was trying to help me, (it's stupid, the exams are in theatres) but i wouldn't cheat. and after, he was like "you dumb prick, why didn't you look?" but i just didn't want to cheat. Who would have thought.
it would be funny if i had that nice store ladies contact and wrote to her "thank you for letting me off, you changed my life"...... she would probably write back "yeah, well there was this other prick i let off, who came back to get caught.......TWICE MORE..... so don't come to my store ever again, regardless of your age, and further more, that was 20 years ago, i'm a manager of a bank now, even more so i don't want to hear from you ever again...you lucky little petty thief you."