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So I want to say this is for all stories, simple stories or deep stories. I'd like to get to know stories to inspire myself and others going through shruggles in their life. I'll start out with myself.
So I started working out young, mother was a personal trainer and I was fat lol. I always got picked on by my best friend and others. I defriended him and got another. Still got picked on but treated better, I started working out with him (first to start in my grade). I mostly did chest, triceps, and legs so now I have a big chest and butt lol. As time went by I experimented starting with drinking, once I got other friend is when it all went down hill. More drinking, started experiential drugs(won't state all of them) and then Ostarine. For a good year I recomp amazingly then Ostarine turned me crazy. At this point I was drinking almost everyday in 7th-8th grade till I don't even remember. I have horrible memory which was due to drinking too much. At once point I wanted to just die hoping each time I blacked out was the last. I took magic mushrooms with is the only way I am alive and was positive though out everything after. I drank less, stuck to working out and started finding myself. I was extremely religious after but the shrooms allowed me to think outside the norm. Also workout saved me before I took them, the only reason that I can pinpoint my inner sadness is due to a broken family and moving. Now I'm happier then I ever was, working out according to what is correct rather then beating myself up for therapeutic reasons. I still am sad and acknowledge it openly, I believe the magic mushrooms changed my lift forever but working out saved my life, it was the only reason I said alive during my alcoholic times. I don't want to fall into the "norm" of lifting on YouTube which is "you don't train hard enough" or other reasons. I want happiness and to be 10% bf .
The reality behind how and why most workout can and will help out others with issues. We all may be different but deep down inside we are all the same. I hope this thread can help others and I'd like it to blow up, people need to know the reality behind being shredded and strong as ****. I hope others are willing to open up like myself but I don't want anyone to feel lie they have to. We are all humans and I believe this is lost within the forms.
So I started working out young, mother was a personal trainer and I was fat lol. I always got picked on by my best friend and others. I defriended him and got another. Still got picked on but treated better, I started working out with him (first to start in my grade). I mostly did chest, triceps, and legs so now I have a big chest and butt lol. As time went by I experimented starting with drinking, once I got other friend is when it all went down hill. More drinking, started experiential drugs(won't state all of them) and then Ostarine. For a good year I recomp amazingly then Ostarine turned me crazy. At this point I was drinking almost everyday in 7th-8th grade till I don't even remember. I have horrible memory which was due to drinking too much. At once point I wanted to just die hoping each time I blacked out was the last. I took magic mushrooms with is the only way I am alive and was positive though out everything after. I drank less, stuck to working out and started finding myself. I was extremely religious after but the shrooms allowed me to think outside the norm. Also workout saved me before I took them, the only reason that I can pinpoint my inner sadness is due to a broken family and moving. Now I'm happier then I ever was, working out according to what is correct rather then beating myself up for therapeutic reasons. I still am sad and acknowledge it openly, I believe the magic mushrooms changed my lift forever but working out saved my life, it was the only reason I said alive during my alcoholic times. I don't want to fall into the "norm" of lifting on YouTube which is "you don't train hard enough" or other reasons. I want happiness and to be 10% bf .
The reality behind how and why most workout can and will help out others with issues. We all may be different but deep down inside we are all the same. I hope this thread can help others and I'd like it to blow up, people need to know the reality behind being shredded and strong as ****. I hope others are willing to open up like myself but I don't want anyone to feel lie they have to. We are all humans and I believe this is lost within the forms.