KilaCali
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So a lot of people don't see this in my logs and even real life but I am so disgusted with my life and no matter the anger/determination/patience/support I move 2 steps forward, stop for a second and fall 10 steps back..
Why is it I can give the best advice and be the hardest rock solid support for anyone and everyone no matter the situation or knowledge of their situation and push others forward with endless patience and strength yet I cant push myself as far as waking up another day just to simply exist and if I run into someone I can be the most genuinely positive individual on earth though im dying inside and want to fade back into the dust where I came from.. I really don't even feel like posting this for the most part but I feel like maybe someone can gain something positive from this or maybe one person might say that one word that will blow my mind and remove my perplexity...
love for everyone, god bless you all and I pray no one else ever be in this position..
Why is it I can give the best advice and be the hardest rock solid support for anyone and everyone no matter the situation or knowledge of their situation and push others forward with endless patience and strength yet I cant push myself as far as waking up another day just to simply exist and if I run into someone I can be the most genuinely positive individual on earth though im dying inside and want to fade back into the dust where I came from.. I really don't even feel like posting this for the most part but I feel like maybe someone can gain something positive from this or maybe one person might say that one word that will blow my mind and remove my perplexity...
love for everyone, god bless you all and I pray no one else ever be in this position..