Whatever he took must have worked. He has been out and about for two days. I definitely have social anxiety disorder. Quite honestly it is the worst feeling, being stressed to talk to people, embarrassed to go to the gym or to play golf. I lucked into a job working from home, and phone conversations still suck. The only time I get chatty is when I am on an airplane, because I am scared to death...
Coming on here, being anonymous helps. I am looking only for weight loss tips but most folks, once they realize I don't need supps, I just need ****ing will power and discipline with my diet, most folks have been really cool, really motivational, and I have ridden those waves a few times in the last 5 years, down to 280 lbs, back up to 310, down to 265, back to 310, down to 280, well, we are back to 310, so here I am again... A free 7 day pass at the gym, terrified to redeem it, afraid of being mocked like the time that ****ing kid thought it was so damn funny that my fat ass was on a treadmill, sweating balls at only 4.0 mph while watching a cooking show on tv...Why do I care what other people think? I don't know them.
Not really sure how to end this, sorry... This took a bit of an awkward turn, but I am going to hit submit any way. Guess I just needed to get that off my chest...
Have a good night y'all
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