Dated this girl a couple months ago. Fell for her way too soon, she played games and dropped me, and now I just feel bitter. Couple this with some other experiences I've had with women, and personally I've just developed this kind of disdain for women.
And yet, I still often feel lonely and want to keep dating. Go figure.
I'm planning an upcoming cycle, and from a psychological standpoint it just seems a lot better to put women on hold. Focus on nothing but training, and no need to hide drug usage or explain embarassing libido issues.
I'm so sick of dealing with women and their shallow ways. Should I take the several months and banish women from my mind, to focus on nothing but getting bigger?
To the average person this would seem silly, but sometimes I feel like lifting is one of the few positive outlets I have left.