I've done a dozen gear cycles in 37years... all w/o a hitch until recently. I am having bouts of nearly uncontrollable rage; mostly involving cab drivers, lol.
I have always been quick to brawl, but this is more insiduous; find myself looking for it more and more. I was in route to a group meditation session(lol) tonight when I found some street parking near my meeting. The driver in the car behind me laid on his horn; I can only assume he had wanted the space, as ridiculous as it sounds, he continued to lay on the horn.
He had parked abreast of my car, so close that I couldn't exit out the driver's side. I immediately opened the moonroof and climbed out. He about **** himself -- at that point, seeing the utter expression of disbelief -- I simply shoud've walked away... unfortunately, my wife and child were in the backseat and I was seeing stars I was so pissed that this tool would block my car.
I ran around to his driver's side, seeing that he was closing his windows and locking the doors, all the while flipping me the bird! I was so adrenal I thought my head was going to pop like a cork. When I got to his window I smacked it lightly and his reply was the finger and a "FU*K YOU" at which point I hit the window with my fist hard enough to vaporize the safety glass. Once the window was gone I got a quick and solid shot in on his jaw. He had attempted to move into the passenger seat, but I grabbed his shirt and was pulling him out. With that, he slammed the car into drive and sped down the street. I know he has my plate and I am awaiting a visit by the local LE...
Anyway guys, sorry for the vent, but its really helped to get it off my chest.
Disclaimer: I am a Chicago Doc(Oncology) with no history of mental illness(other than Halo rage).