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BigJack87
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Met a girl 5 months ago, and she was into me so bad I had to practically pry her off with a crowbar. We hung out regularly on weekends and flirted a ton for about a month before actually started "talking". The two of us messed around, but never actually did it. she wanted to do it since we met, and so did i, but I made her agree no sex untill we dated because I didn't want it to turn into just a fling or something. Probably the most stupidest thing I've ever done in my life... I basically screwed myself over. Found out she did this other guy when I was out of town but since we were just talking I didn't make a big deal over it.
Everything just suddenly went haywire on valentines. She didn't talk to me pretty much all weekend. Since we were pretty deep into the relationship (even though we wernt official) I didn't just ignore it, I called and texted. She called me back late sunday night and we talked for a couple minutes and decided to meet up the next day and talk about everything.
So... monday came around and I went to see her. Things started out flirty and playful... even sexual. She made comments like "I always want it when I'm around you, you just bring that out in me" with a big smile on her face. Just over the top statements like that. We were holding hands and each other pretty much the whole time. Finally I just asked her what she thought about us at this point, and everything went emotional.... she said she wanted to be with me, but she also wanted to party while shes young and wants somebody that'll do that with her (I'm not big on it), even though she expects she'd get cheated on by that type. I was like "I don't want to sound cocky and say I'm the best thing your life... " she took my hand and interrupted me with
"no, you ARE the best thing in my life, and I know if I was with you that I'd be happy and safe and closer to god (NOTE: religion is a factor with us) and I wouldn't have to worry about you cheating on me, or beating me, or judging me. and your family is amazing, and your personality is amazing, but at the same time theres alot of little things you do that make a big impact that I don't like, and I already messed around with another guy and I don't want to hurt you again so I don't know if I can be with you. I don't know why you'd even want to be with me after that. I want you to be happy to, and you wouldn't be happy with me."
I kinda lost my balls at that point and told her I understand nobody is perfect and I still wanted her and I would be happy with her.
When I had to leave she was crying and holding onto me and didn't want me to go but I had too. She said she'd call me. But She didn't. Texted her the next day...
Me: "hey sexy thing " < in spanish
Her: ""
Me: "So last night we didn't really confirm where we are blah blah..."
Her: "Friends"
Me: "Ok, but is there still the possibilty of dating down the road?"
Her: "Idk honestly, I mean I don't want to tell you to wait on me..."
Me: "Your not, your askin' me to be your friend, and it would be alot easier if that was still a possibility..."
Her: "it is."
Me: "ok, you gonna call at 9?"
Her: "yes "
Me: "ok ill ttyl"
Her: "okay byeee"
She never called, and havn't heard from her since that last text. I don't get it, when I'm with her in person everything about her screams I WANT YOU! What she says, her body language, the way she looks at me, teases with me, everything... but then when were apart its like we never even met. WTF? Whats the best course of action with her from this point? And I know theres alot of other girls out there, but I mean after 5 months I care about this one, and I think she's far from gone, I just have to play it right. I pretty much got to comfortable and then BAM, all this **** happened.
I have no idea why I didn't just ask her out a few weeks after we met. I mean shes young and horny (for lack of a better way of putting it) and she's not gonna wait around 5 months or more to screw me when theres a load of other guys that want her just as bad, and vice versa.
The only good thing is I don't think we'll be JUST friends, considering what we've done so far. AND I KNOW she really is attracted to me, I mean everytime we've hung out she's been like putty in my hands, but I never did her. Wanted to date her first....
I feel like us not speaking is killing everything that was built up ... I don't want to call so I figure my options are
1. send a text thats playful and sparks interest?
2. wait untill she contacts me and keep it playful/sensual
3. Wait untill she contacts me and be indifferent/unresponsive yet still spark interest.
I think the 3rd one would only be useful if most of what she said monday was a lie.... help??
:sigh: But truely, any help is greatly appreciated guys. Thanks.
Met a girl 5 months ago, and she was into me so bad I had to practically pry her off with a crowbar. We hung out regularly on weekends and flirted a ton for about a month before actually started "talking". The two of us messed around, but never actually did it. she wanted to do it since we met, and so did i, but I made her agree no sex untill we dated because I didn't want it to turn into just a fling or something. Probably the most stupidest thing I've ever done in my life... I basically screwed myself over. Found out she did this other guy when I was out of town but since we were just talking I didn't make a big deal over it.
Everything just suddenly went haywire on valentines. She didn't talk to me pretty much all weekend. Since we were pretty deep into the relationship (even though we wernt official) I didn't just ignore it, I called and texted. She called me back late sunday night and we talked for a couple minutes and decided to meet up the next day and talk about everything.
So... monday came around and I went to see her. Things started out flirty and playful... even sexual. She made comments like "I always want it when I'm around you, you just bring that out in me" with a big smile on her face. Just over the top statements like that. We were holding hands and each other pretty much the whole time. Finally I just asked her what she thought about us at this point, and everything went emotional.... she said she wanted to be with me, but she also wanted to party while shes young and wants somebody that'll do that with her (I'm not big on it), even though she expects she'd get cheated on by that type. I was like "I don't want to sound cocky and say I'm the best thing your life... " she took my hand and interrupted me with
"no, you ARE the best thing in my life, and I know if I was with you that I'd be happy and safe and closer to god (NOTE: religion is a factor with us) and I wouldn't have to worry about you cheating on me, or beating me, or judging me. and your family is amazing, and your personality is amazing, but at the same time theres alot of little things you do that make a big impact that I don't like, and I already messed around with another guy and I don't want to hurt you again so I don't know if I can be with you. I don't know why you'd even want to be with me after that. I want you to be happy to, and you wouldn't be happy with me."
I kinda lost my balls at that point and told her I understand nobody is perfect and I still wanted her and I would be happy with her.
When I had to leave she was crying and holding onto me and didn't want me to go but I had too. She said she'd call me. But She didn't. Texted her the next day...
Me: "hey sexy thing " < in spanish
Her: ""
Me: "So last night we didn't really confirm where we are blah blah..."
Her: "Friends"
Me: "Ok, but is there still the possibilty of dating down the road?"
Her: "Idk honestly, I mean I don't want to tell you to wait on me..."
Me: "Your not, your askin' me to be your friend, and it would be alot easier if that was still a possibility..."
Her: "it is."
Me: "ok, you gonna call at 9?"
Her: "yes "
Me: "ok ill ttyl"
Her: "okay byeee"
She never called, and havn't heard from her since that last text. I don't get it, when I'm with her in person everything about her screams I WANT YOU! What she says, her body language, the way she looks at me, teases with me, everything... but then when were apart its like we never even met. WTF? Whats the best course of action with her from this point? And I know theres alot of other girls out there, but I mean after 5 months I care about this one, and I think she's far from gone, I just have to play it right. I pretty much got to comfortable and then BAM, all this **** happened.
I have no idea why I didn't just ask her out a few weeks after we met. I mean shes young and horny (for lack of a better way of putting it) and she's not gonna wait around 5 months or more to screw me when theres a load of other guys that want her just as bad, and vice versa.
The only good thing is I don't think we'll be JUST friends, considering what we've done so far. AND I KNOW she really is attracted to me, I mean everytime we've hung out she's been like putty in my hands, but I never did her. Wanted to date her first....
I feel like us not speaking is killing everything that was built up ... I don't want to call so I figure my options are
1. send a text thats playful and sparks interest?
2. wait untill she contacts me and keep it playful/sensual
3. Wait untill she contacts me and be indifferent/unresponsive yet still spark interest.
I think the 3rd one would only be useful if most of what she said monday was a lie.... help??
:sigh: But truely, any help is greatly appreciated guys. Thanks.